 YEE-HA! since i've done it yesterday, now the remaining burden can be shortened. actually i gotta hand it to my lecturer TODAY at 11.00 AM so i must depart from home at 9.00 AM sharp. i'm quite satisfied of the result, but i know i didn't give it all out and i can do better than that. but however.. YEAYY!! THE MAJOR BURDEN IS GONE NOW!! at least for this week, since next week is the final exam, it will be hectic. oh btw i havent talked to him since yesterday. where the hell has he been? newsssssss!! i bought a new axis sim card yesterday, expecting to have a good reasonable price for my BIS plan, but apparently the signal is so sucks and it gets me very frustrated until now. i think im gonna drain the remaining credits then switch back to indosat x( anyway, have a nice day guys, please pray for my grandma ok? she's still in the hospital. at the ICU, to be more detail. hope she'll get better soon :'( xo   God, please.. we still need her :'( my granpa&ma always wanted to see me graduated, but you already took grandpa away. so please, at least let my grandma see what she's been dreaming about; to see me wearing the toga and finished bachelor degree :'( God, i love my grandma so much; she took care of me when i was a little kid, at that time my mom went abroad to continue her study :'( I'm begging you dear Lord, give her a chance to live longer and fulfill all her dreams :'(   i think i am frustrated, infuriated, and afraid for no reason. maybe the fact that final test is approaching, tons of paper, assignment, and crazy deadlines. or maybe im just to afraid of the end. im afraid im going to fall. hard, and destroyed when i finally hit the bottom. i am full of flaw, cracks, and holes. i am fragile. over sensitive and too moody. i am the type which always regret. i dont even know why i'm turning into this emotional mode. my mood swing is too fast, i dont even realize. i feel hatred, i feel sadness. pray for my final test okay? Labels: feeling, grandma, pray, random, rants, whine @ 11:44 AM 
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 rough times.my grandma is still in ICU. my health is getting better but sometimes i feel strange. like the sudden tiredness, or the annoying feeling that make me wanna puke. and the love thing, yeah. this one sums it all up. im planning to register for a gym, but i don't know for sure. the price is friendly, but the location isn't. well, its like 1hour from my grandma's or 1.5 hour from my home. what do you guys think? maybe go run in the neighborhood every morning sounds better? already asked my friend about that and he picked the free run. the problem is that i'm such a lazy ass. i never, bold this one, never ever been running at my own neighborhood. well maybe i did once when im still a little kid. so watcha say? register or not? OH AND THE PAPER. tons of 'em. fuck this life. Labels: feeling, grandma, pray, rants, whine |
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