  hell-o! long time no see bitches. just so you know, I've got problem with my health again. typhus again. anxiety again. gosh, i need a break. i need an urgent getaway from all this mad-shit-ness, the illness, the disturbing anxiety disorder, and the fucked up campus live with tons of ass-ingment. wanderlust? chronic. and magically, wish granted. thanks to my dear mom and dad for their kindness: I'm going to singapore at 29 this mont until 2 december, YAY! actually im in a backpacking mode but apparently my mom wants someone to accompany so she asked my aunt. not that i hate her. uh.. i do dislike her anyway. so yeah, better allocate money to buy me a bloggie instead. but mom's words are final. i mean she's gonna fund me no? than i must obey for my vacation's sake. anyway i read lotta stuff about anxiety and they suggest me to do exercise and meditate. just to keep my mind of things. I'm so into exercise but not the meditation. well, according to my friend, meditating is like lowering your frequency so that you could see and feel "things" if you know what I'm talking about! creepy for sure! oh yes, and the spirits, especially my dear elf. I don't know what should i do with him. honestly I'm scared to do the bonding ritual. so i just put him into a small box and hope he's happy for good. if not, I'm planning to find someone kindly enough and care enough to adopt him :( i like him, but if he's unhappy staying with me why I should prolong his freedom? back to the vacation. i already booked the flights, hostel, and shuttle. really wanted to visit universal studio but uh so expensive :( BTW im planning to change my cellphone. blackberry is bad for your health. high radiation could damage your brain. ew! hope someone generous enough would buy me an iphone 3gs. yeehaaa~ oh yeah, i have good times with a friend now that she's already recovered. not much but i could hang around her freely like before. oh oh. imake money on fiverr :O anyway, doodles poodels, gotta fix a review. catch ya again pretty soon! xo  Labels: blackberry, feeling, health, vacation  my anxiety isn't getting any better nor worse. yea, the good thing is the "nor worse". i just ordered a new crystal pendant btw. for anxiety. lets cross the fingers and pray the effect is going to be great. at least no more fear of the unknown. my gold tablet crystal is working fine thou. that's why i have the courage to order another. umm.. the elf's vessel is now hung perfectly on a self-made DIY leather bracelet. hahah just a variation thou. i'm not the type to wear too much necklace LOL. what else? oh. just got my first BCA FLAZZ card. and my paypal will be verified in 2-3 working days ahead. yay. sweet. anyway, its kinda sucks that i think we both meant for each other ♥ LOL gotta stop before i get even more cheesy ;) live long & prosper ladies. catch you later pretty soon. xo Labels: feeling, health, random, spirit  sorry for the late updates!! been busy with my school and health and some other things ;) you know what? now im living with my aunt so the distance to school is nearer. already did a general check up last month. resulting that i'm perfectly healthy. typhoid? blah, it was just over fatigued. scary eh? i swallowed too much antibiotics and it was just an over fatigue thingy. sooooooo.... yeah, im living in my aunt's in order to maintain my health. BTW the doc said i should raise up my weight about 10kg. ZOMG. xo Labels: health   world cup and fever, not world cup fever. cuz my typhoid fever been up again (based on the lab's result) since 2 days ago. sucks. well i think i've already stated in my previous post (dunno which one, though. go browse, cuz i forgot) that i won't post anything mellow love-related thingy since i'm free now. promise is a promise. not much happens to my love life recently anyway. so, lets begin with the world cup. i'm a HUGE fan of GERMANY since.. er.. lets see.. korea-japan world cup, i think. actually, i was supporting brazil before then, but switched. maybe Michael Ballack was the major influence on my transforming at that time. so, bye bye brazil, way to go for the champion GERMANY!!!! too bad Ballack couldn't play because of the injury, but that's OK. the current squad formation is not bad. they did pretty good at the first match with australia. 4-0!! but unfortunately in their 2nd match they lose against serbia. daaamn! i still have faith in GERMANY though. i can smell their victory. really. now lets rendezvous a bit about my social life; i love to support my besties. i love giving advice to them. well.. to let me involve in their problems somehow makes me happy. at least i know that i am needed. so.. one of my best buddy does have a problem recently. and i think it sucks up his life to the point that he actually finds it hard to move on. well, buddy, if you happen to read this post, i'm telling you this:
that's that. a bit advice for my buddy. now with the annoying problem of mine. TYPHOID FEVER. again. well, i've been feeling weird since 5 days ago maybe. sudden freezing feeling at night, hurting a bit in several body parts. but no fatigue, no actual fever. well, in day three, i decided to take a blood test, resulting this boredom fact that i gotta stay home, bedresting for several days till i got better. it scares me you know, that somehow once every month the typhoid fever raise and attack. the idea that i (maybe, but hopefully not) gonna die someday because of this, successfully eat my guts. oh, and my hair keeps falling for unknown reason. BTW daddy brought back a new mouse yesterday. its HP. hahah branded stuff is more trustable, no? uh oh, the happy recaps!
the bad one?? err... typhoid fever thing, i lost my glasses (damn, if my dad found out i'd be doomed for sure), unable to attend classes (well, duh, its because im still sick), and what else? more to add soon probably LOL. alright guys, that's it for now. see you guys again. stay healthy! xo Labels: college, gadgets, health, world cup  hell yeah!! just one day left!! i'm not feeling well today, its because i've been sleeping so late since the 1st day of final exam. soon after i've done the victimology couple hours ago, i went straight home. but no worries :) i don't have to stay up late again tonight :) no more burdening papers or essays, YEAAAH!!!!!!! but really, i hope i'm okay, i mean typhoid fever is the thing i least expected :( i gotta think of a plan to spend my short holiday since i'm must apply for the short term. err.. if you're not familiar, its like summer class. so i have to attend class whereas other on vacation. i'm thinking about jogja, or another cities. oh yeah, already re-cleared the probs with him last night, and as usual he didn't even pay any shit. seriously. so i think its really done now. but who cares with him anyway? just like what toybox's said, "it tickles in my tummy, he's so yummy yummy ♥" if you know what i mean - LOL alright folks, gotta rest a bit, maybe short nap will do. catch you later pretty soon! xo Labels: college, feeling, health, love   okay, let me list what's been burdening me:
final term is happening NOW. and the points listed above will definitely make my efforts to survive become more and more hardcore, if you know what i mean. i need more praying sessions. it can calms me i know, but damn i'm such a lazyass. but glad to know that anxiety disorder is not that dangerous, but since im so psychosomatic, it can affects my health too. oh god. i need a calm-downs. Labels: college, feeling, health, love  next week is the final exam, and too good to be true, the lecturer already gave tons of take home test which must me handed at the final test day as you all know; next week. sucks? duh. and im like entering the stressful phase and depression. i hate deadlines. what make everything seems so fucked up is the fact that im not in a good condition, i think. i don't feel good. well yeah, i rarely feel well to be exact. remind me to do a general checkup. i dont know since when i'm starting to become so weak, got sick easily, and rapidly attacked by typhoid fever. its kinda scary you know? i hope i can live longer. BTW, i gotta ask for crime preventing system's assignment, i must finish this today because the lecturer demand it by tomorrow. and i lost the instruction. damn. hope i can go though this hectic pile of mass assignment safely and successfully. amen. Labels: college, health, rants maybe you haven't notice but hey.. new template!! the typhoid fever is periodically "tamed". im getting better but the doc said i shouldn't be too fatigued and rest more often. also sleep early at night. oh, im so sorry i rarely post pics nowadays.. i tend to post on twitter whenever something interesting happens and too lazy to transfer the pic to PC. forgive my laziness please :( btw guys, just follow @hestchi for my recent updates :p err.. what else? love life? sour. health? worse. money? still saving. new cravings? dsi or dsi xl or 3ds (this one available next year *damn*) crush? er.. hahahahahah alright, enough for today.. CU again pretty soon! Labels: health, random, wishlist
sounds scary? well that is happening to me right now. i've been re-infected (well.. this typhoid thingy come often) since last monday. been a week? yes. and the bacteria level is higher than previous attack so i need more time to rest. i've skipped some classes, unsubmitted some assignments and hell, i'm gonna skip more. i can't even stand on my feet too long. bed is my buddy for now. so sorry for the lack of updates and pics.. been very busy and no time to play with the cam. and since my fave cam phone still missing.. well lets hope for the best. okay, must rest. keep healthy, ppl! :) pray for me ok? Labels: health |
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