 well i met up with my friend at monday, i was bored at that moment and besides i wanted to give her a birthday present, so i texted her and then we met at PIM. i never told anyone before about what i currently feeling, the disturbing crush. i didn't know where the urge comes but i told her anyway, the whole story LOL. and i finally told her how it began. she said that what i feel is normal, i'd be damned if i didn't feel anything. but really, if i had to choose, i'd prefer not to feel it at all. its disturbing. consuming. besides, i already have him. i mean he is the only one who loves me so far. you know, all these jealousy and stuff, i hate it. i really, seriously, wanna get rid off him. i mean we dont event match at the first place. i hate this. i hate this feeling. i hate not being able to do a thing. i hate to hide it inside. i hate that i have to lie. OMG i think im crying. hahaha. why does it hurts so much?  |
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