tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59993484731040286652024-02-19T23:10:56.381+07:00HESTCHIREXIASynthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.comBlogger103125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-18212617260143965292012-11-14T20:11:00.000+07:002012-11-14T20:15:09.173+07:00defrustration<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<i>changing fate</i>, through <u>altering</u> the <u>past</u>, for example; is <i>never</i> an easy (if it is even possible) task to begin with.<br />
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sometimes, you <i>regret</i> what you've decided.<br />
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and sometimes, you regret that you <u>were never decide</u>.<br />
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which one is best is yet unknown.<br />
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however, if your current state is <i>literally consuming</i>; so amazingly <i>frustrating</i>, that you <u>barely have enough room</u> to logically process your thinking...<br />
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what <b>would </b>you do?<br />
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how much, and in what form; <b>you would voluntarily sacrifice</b> just to <i>fix</i> those mistakes?<br />
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and then if there is <u>a third party involved</u>; one of the <i>significant reasons </i>behind your confusion; what <b>would</b> you do?<br />
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if you <i>could</i> interfere, prevent those foolish act from happening;<br />
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<b>would you?</b><br />
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I've heard a story once. about a boy whose heart was so broken; it shattered into pieces.<br />
about how cruel this girl, about her betrayal.<br />
about how much she has changed,<br />
about how much sacrifice the boy already did.</blockquote>
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I pity him really.<br />
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what the girl did to him is now making him <u>fear of having commitment</u>.<br />
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it is not that I <i>desire</i> to be the one he is committed with, for <u>I have nothing to flaunt,</u> moreover to make him <i>attracted</i>.<br />
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but <i>somehow</i> I understand those feelings.<br />
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<i>I too</i>, had suffer once or more, twice or thrice.<br />
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<i>I wish</i>, if I could, to turn back the time. just a little bit<u> backward</u>.<br />
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<i>freeze</i> into the moment where we were introduced;<br />
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<i>and erase it for good.</i><br />
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I've been listening to this song recently.<br />
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Have I told you that I adore songs which triggers <b>surrealism </b>and<b> imagination</b>?<br />
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Daydreaming about the<u> false</u> and<u> lethal reality</u> I've been constructing since the day I took away my trust in humanity...<br />
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Oh society, you sure are <i>something</i>.<br />
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I was told not to dream, yet the reality you provided<i> irks</i> me.<br />
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I remember having this <i>whole</i> imaginative characters; each playing their own part accompanying me in my abstractive contemplation.<br />
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I remember doing<u> frequented </u>self-talking; wondering why these<i> imaginary</i> friends are better than the physicals.<br />
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I also remember, despite every self-triggered or outside-exposure contradictions; <b>faith</b> is what makes me <i>myself</i>.<br />
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<b>"Iridescent"</b></div>
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You were standing in the wake of devastation</div>
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And you were waiting on the edge of the unknown</div>
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And with the cataclysm raining down</div>
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Insides crying "Save me now"</div>
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You were there, impossibly alone</div>
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Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?</div>
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You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known</div>
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Remember all the sadness and frustration</div>
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And let it go. Let it go</div>
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And in a burst of light that blinded every angel</div>
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As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars</div>
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You felt the gravity of tempered grace</div>
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Falling into empty space</div>
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No one there to catch you in their arms</div>
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Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?</div>
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You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known</div>
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Remember all the sadness and frustration</div>
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And let it go. Let it go</div>
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Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?</div>
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You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known</div>
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Remember all the sadness and frustration</div>
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And let it go. Let it go</div>
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Let it go</div>
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Let it go</div>
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Let it go</div>
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Let it go</div>
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Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?</div>
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You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known</div>
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Remember all the sadness and frustration</div>
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And let it go. Let it go</div>
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Somewhere, in the pensive of my<i> purest</i> sanctuary, there is a little girl; still waiting dreamily for her version of reality to<i> overtake</i> the abomination outside..<br />
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... and here I thought that graduation was the final equinox.<br />
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it did not.<br />
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as INTP, I over-thinking stuffs, and even though most assumption and accusation I made were proven accurate, the whole process exhausted me.<br />
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so here I am, in the middle of two very difficult decisions, in which I should choose one in sacrifice for another.<br />
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the thing is, I am a dreamer, a thinker slash philosopher (even though I never really studied this subject before), and critics.<br />
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I bleed for my dream, and that is absolute.<br />
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should I chase my eternal ambition go for further education, postgraduate degree, and not working (which make me really depends on parents' source of money, and labelled as ungrateful by friends and family) or...<br />
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give it all up and do what people expect me to do, become the slave of capitalism, doing boring normative work inside the cubicle?<br />
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and now the other problem. my feelings. a very wrong feeling for somebody I never dare to touch.<br />
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<img position="right" src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-77938794648788862302011-12-01T09:29:00.002+07:002011-12-01T09:59:45.262+07:00about to scream.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhcfxL0i-l3Xr48SzujGJWDm4vt66tPlSC1BrQQJcq-dNG-UN1otnHyW062UhinDgirg7pHf9IlEq-NsbR70TG2OEDrj5JOnGvfnKlxO980TaexD2HJaX1vyGFVxnxrLlnBUnO4ciegEGvL/s1600/index_large.php.jpeg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhcfxL0i-l3Xr48SzujGJWDm4vt66tPlSC1BrQQJcq-dNG-UN1otnHyW062UhinDgirg7pHf9IlEq-NsbR70TG2OEDrj5JOnGvfnKlxO980TaexD2HJaX1vyGFVxnxrLlnBUnO4ciegEGvL/s400/index_large.php.jpeg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5680982663909830194" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhGRtFvCrfakRF0J7uTK7kIEQmdwuipy29oZq2SanwodaJjXTrtEnfE9jJokp1UVCTETallCX5we5zTiGoOWMGzviGtgHdwC-9ZeuuKKQSJP9Eomfgw-GjsWINrGf6VZcbObb1dqHzp_67O/s1600/tumblr_lu7h5jK72j1qc2u00o1_1280_large.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhGRtFvCrfakRF0J7uTK7kIEQmdwuipy29oZq2SanwodaJjXTrtEnfE9jJokp1UVCTETallCX5we5zTiGoOWMGzviGtgHdwC-9ZeuuKKQSJP9Eomfgw-GjsWINrGf6VZcbObb1dqHzp_67O/s400/tumblr_lu7h5jK72j1qc2u00o1_1280_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5680982662162007858" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>i usually <i>dont </i>talk about my darker self on blog, but i think<i> i've reached my limit.</i></div><div><br /></div><div>have i told you that i'm into <i>witchcraft</i> or in more shady terms; <i>occult</i>? i guess i haven't. </div><div><br /></div><div>this addiction of mine is not something i would proudly <i>brag</i> here and there, considering that i reside in a society where<i> such</i> abomination is <i>taboo</i> not to mention<i> implicitly </i>prohibited.</div><div><br /></div><div>occultism caught my attention since i first <i>exposed</i> to the internet. safely say, 10 years ago. but the interest starting to develop<i> deeper </i>at my senior high school era. depression triggered my darker self to manifest in the form of a <i>sinful</i> stress-reliever which guided me to the depth of underworld.</div><div><br /></div><div>but don't worry, as i am <i>not yet</i> awaken my full potential.</div><div><br /></div><div>all i did back then was<i> studying. </i>studying the occultism, the witchraft, did a couple harmless practices but no effect whatsoever.</div><div><br /></div><div>i started to realize that i <i>might</i> have some potential (every human does, it's just a matter of who awoken them <i>faster </i>and <i>easier</i> than anybody else) when i entered college. lucid dream, out of body experience, intuition, etc. not that i haven't sensed any of these during high school but the signs are more<i> subtle</i> now. </div><div><br /></div><div>but me being <i>selfish</i>, being a person who want to <i>reach perfection</i> by thy self, never once, thinking about using 3rd party service to activate all my... let's say; <i>potential.</i> i believe that the higher self awareness, the highest self revival would be best acquired by the process everyone called <i>learning</i>. instant result always have <i>diabolical impact</i> if you know what i meant.</div><div><br /></div><div>well... here i am, confessing <i>minor</i> part of my darkest secret to you all.</div><div><br /></div><div>you probably <i>can</i> learn something.</div><div><br /></div><div><i>probably.</i></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-69532459605463698582011-11-30T23:03:00.003+07:002011-11-30T23:58:46.076+07:00the sky is getting darker<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiLdFlKGiAn9VRcYJ0uWuh835nHTTFz78Ndd485cPRthPTRFGDc9Abz_mdHSzuDS5FTuUNG67HmaLT-YStpBGyrv48E3p0hN4TmdItpIBaVdcyVt0MbxYUaQ1a9YMPBne2fKkK7cdsgSzeq/s1600/28734_1443009482302_1445064797_1226059_466358_n_large.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiLdFlKGiAn9VRcYJ0uWuh835nHTTFz78Ndd485cPRthPTRFGDc9Abz_mdHSzuDS5FTuUNG67HmaLT-YStpBGyrv48E3p0hN4TmdItpIBaVdcyVt0MbxYUaQ1a9YMPBne2fKkK7cdsgSzeq/s400/28734_1443009482302_1445064797_1226059_466358_n_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5680820647372259730" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvuYnxBj1pBE8JTp-2zQXVkaAud5pn6k2l6dEKnYAUvCXvfPTZJsa20qhlx6CV7kEdO_yylcv6u3K6PSx6pDENSw3sdhcHlNNg-vu_Ok_Hpc7lpWp8CbDcI-Pvi0r-S79v9VBQhLUPYSaC/s1600/Marilyn%252BManson%252Bdiary_084_large.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 316px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvuYnxBj1pBE8JTp-2zQXVkaAud5pn6k2l6dEKnYAUvCXvfPTZJsa20qhlx6CV7kEdO_yylcv6u3K6PSx6pDENSw3sdhcHlNNg-vu_Ok_Hpc7lpWp8CbDcI-Pvi0r-S79v9VBQhLUPYSaC/s400/Marilyn%252BManson%252Bdiary_084_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5680820640043598738" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>so this post <i>might</i> or <i>might not</i> be a<i> shocker</i> to some of you.<i> if i remembered correctly</i>, I've never posted anything about this in my previous entries. in my old blogs maybe, but not here.<i> if i remembered correctly.</i></div><div><br /></div><div>you know, things correspondent to each other; <b>like chains</b>.</div><div><br /></div><div>one problem<i> leads </i>to another.</div><div><br /></div><div>you guys read my previous post about<b> college depression</b> right? well then you are on track. because this very matter is linked to it.</div><div><br /></div><div>so my depression dont just happen in college. trust me, i've been on the same spot before. i wont waste your time by storytelling my old tale but keep in mind:<b> i am not your average girl next door.</b> i have my own <i>unique traits </i>that some people find it<i> annoying</i> and maybe, <i>amazing</i>. my elementary and high school era wasn't as easy as most of you guys. consider yourself <i>lucky</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>thus with frequent depression, i began to <i>seek</i> for alternative method of <i>stress-reliever</i>. one of them happened to be music. in dark genre.</div><div><br /></div><div>i jammed to gothic, metal, and other similar genres trying to merge and ensure myself that<b> i was not alone; </b>i was not the only one suffering from whatever was happening at that time.</div><div><br /></div><div>then come <b>Marilyn Manson</b>, straight from the depth of hell, offering me <i>sweet promises</i> in exchange of my faith to God.</div><div><br /></div><div>and so my <i>dark age</i> began</div><div><br /></div><div>i <i>disconnect</i> myself from God, from world, not to mention social interaction (not <i>really</i> antisocial but i avoided getting on <i>too much</i> with people). my behavior was<i> rude</i>, and people<i> hated</i> me.</div><div><br /></div><div>my whole mess<i> never</i> managed to get better at school, but once i arrived home and turned the tape on, i felt like<b> i was no longer in this world</b>. only <i>me</i> and<i> devoted admiration </i>to manson mattered.</div><div><br /></div><div>if you asked: <b>what about now?</b></div><div><br /></div><div>well, like what i've<i> hinted</i> on the beginning of this post, i somehow <i>going back</i> to the dark phase. Marilyn Manson music<i> amuse</i> me once again.</div><div><br /></div><div>with a <i>core</i> difference: <b>God still with me.</b></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-17840282517103485762011-11-14T21:07:00.005+07:002011-11-30T23:37:59.636+07:00when quitting is the hardest thing to do<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7wM0s3yTkGhXDo-uZeGE5H6QPi8GTY7cFfd4mEa3-mtzAPHIyezKU_3px5txw_hNEEpI4jx4z6_4cgBCtP8NL2wOyCbvaHwzTmtoHj2E69iPU9K-vx8RUQJcOlyUkHoIXdX97ZxQncMMw/s1600/tumblr_luie1s8VcH1qg1up1o1_500_large.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7wM0s3yTkGhXDo-uZeGE5H6QPi8GTY7cFfd4mEa3-mtzAPHIyezKU_3px5txw_hNEEpI4jx4z6_4cgBCtP8NL2wOyCbvaHwzTmtoHj2E69iPU9K-vx8RUQJcOlyUkHoIXdX97ZxQncMMw/s400/tumblr_luie1s8VcH1qg1up1o1_500_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5680827562043652322" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCINTQYJ4wfLyI2jHS9-fFRnSMkLFlyCcAlkY77RQVatWdPgqp7K37qy4NTFhbCtwgUyr5jwtffp-YCYqHGj3N7weRWTal0Y2lHhqWiL3Lrx9dZDAIJGzLcg-9hw0yScBg_ZprwC2HJi0t/s1600/tumblr_luxqm6OAO11r2j0omo1_500_large.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCINTQYJ4wfLyI2jHS9-fFRnSMkLFlyCcAlkY77RQVatWdPgqp7K37qy4NTFhbCtwgUyr5jwtffp-YCYqHGj3N7weRWTal0Y2lHhqWiL3Lrx9dZDAIJGzLcg-9hw0yScBg_ZprwC2HJi0t/s400/tumblr_luxqm6OAO11r2j0omo1_500_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5680827559759435122" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>looking at the title you must be thinking that i'm going to do some<i> tragic</i> motivational preach.</div><div><br /></div><div>oh <i>hell no</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>in fact, what i'm going to tell you is probably <i>in contrast</i> of what you would call <i>motivational.</i></div><div><br /></div><div>hell breaks loose, my misery grows.</div><div><br /></div><div>i rarely post about my college life, am i not? too lazy to stroll back my old archives, but i am confident enough to be perfectly sure that this would be the <i>first ever</i> emotional confession about my college life.</div><div><br /></div><div>so.. are you ready?</div><div><br /></div><div>this wont be pretty and <b>you have been warned</b>.</div><div><br /></div><div>since i've been keeping this story since God knows when, let's arrange the events in time-based manner, shall we?</div><div><br /></div><div><ul><li><b>3rd year of senior high school</b>, right after graduation. i thought i could get to the college i really want, with major i've been dreaming of: design. turned out, even after months of illustration short-course i took, i couldn't pass the ITB entrance exams. then i had my time of depression, lost, not knowing what to do, until i decided to enroll at another course, but this time was academic one, and try my luck at the best university in the country: UI. unbeknownst to me, this was the very first phase towards my ultimate destruction. in deciding which major i should take at that time, i didnt feel very excited. i just took whatever possible, whichever programs that could match my score, that would guarantee my acceptance based on the simulation tests. well maybe God heard me and my family's prayer, i got accepted. everyone was happy at that moment, unaware of the crack that started to arouse slowly.</li><li><b>1st year in college</b>. this was the worst phase (if not one of the worst) in my college life. i started to notice that even though i had some curiosity towards this major, i just couldn't enjoy all tiny bits of it. the tiresome orientation aka initiation (which i didnt participate in the end because it was too troublesome), unwelcome seniors, boring subjects, killer teachers, time-consuming assignments, and so on. though i feel grateful that even though we had some embarrassing drama, my collegian were supportive to each other. but still, i skipped a lot, i failed subjects, my GPA sucked, and another phase of depression grown. i got sick often, my psychosomatic was all around me at that time.</li><li><b>2nd year in college</b>. nothing changed. still skipping classes, rebelling the norms, getting my way up to the darkside by blaming God, and destroying my own body with constant stress, turning my psychosomatic disorder disease re-appeared every now and then. i felt like an outcast back then. the outsider. i barely caught up with the recent news, not so many friends. consider myself as a tragic loser, now you got the image.</li><li><b>3rd year in college</b>. things were getting better, though i still skipped here and there, and failing classes. at least i was able to keep the deviation level to minimum. if i said some cheesy things happened this year which helped me to survive, would you believe it? i'm not gonna explain it further but love is in the air. but in general, although this year was the peak of productivity, i still sucked.</li><li><b>4th year to present</b>. getting worse. 1st and 2nd year of pain accumulated. maybe i'll explain more on the next post. but i feel as if i'm already on the verge of breaking down. if i could get a job i most probably would quit since i can no longer handle the pressure.</li></ul><div><br /></div><div>but in the end, quitting is not an easy cake like flipping your hand.</div><div><br /></div><div>i should consider my future, if i have no degree. <b>third world country + no degree = doomed.</b></div><div><br /></div><div>my family also one that holding me back from quitting. i dont wanna disappoint them after they paid my tuition and all.</div><div><br /></div><div>especially my parents are getting old while my sister and brother still enroll in school. they need monetary support too.</div><div><br /></div><div><i>if only</i>, someone give me chance to study abroad. just like my eternal dream. <i>if only.</i></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><b><br /></b></div><div><b>TO BE CONTINUED</b></div></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-63548498666571179472011-07-14T23:21:00.003+07:002011-07-14T23:38:17.403+07:00MY FANFICTION<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj72BHw3bgXt6SSjvulmASXLlNt5ZnyQki2rEsBx9lF13dLJC4jZr_0CPNeVbMgV8wH-vDPUTmoJY3gmIlctIVkm2SZ9g9eJHM8JDC28ZUDm4tRad2faJHoiBpuskm0NO9UHTXOydZ9bRNT/s1600/1004181420f1c7cdcf_large.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 276px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj72BHw3bgXt6SSjvulmASXLlNt5ZnyQki2rEsBx9lF13dLJC4jZr_0CPNeVbMgV8wH-vDPUTmoJY3gmIlctIVkm2SZ9g9eJHM8JDC28ZUDm4tRad2faJHoiBpuskm0NO9UHTXOydZ9bRNT/s400/1004181420f1c7cdcf_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5629248122413737858" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhrYIsHm_7mkqaht0k0-qqQ4dJ_zMpaGEvKq6y5Y8F1x77Woq_ifxKUflnSsX4GPsbwU4FsCpRSSMkN8dbF73VRTYpBZvTB5oZcqyh004xKCfPfW2jQ3fgK6eI8JlTf-GivmmEZR1k2LeT3/s1600/269502_232140393474312_100000350605452_774079_2219320_n_large.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 239px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhrYIsHm_7mkqaht0k0-qqQ4dJ_zMpaGEvKq6y5Y8F1x77Woq_ifxKUflnSsX4GPsbwU4FsCpRSSMkN8dbF73VRTYpBZvTB5oZcqyh004xKCfPfW2jQ3fgK6eI8JlTf-GivmmEZR1k2LeT3/s400/269502_232140393474312_100000350605452_774079_2219320_n_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5629248115687218274" /></a><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>hello,</div><div><br /></div><div>long time no see?</div><div><br /></div><div>well I've been <i>preoccupied</i> with busy schedules,<i> hectically</i> without mercy.</div><div><br /></div><div>I hope you guys still reading my <i>crappy</i> writings and anticipating the updates :p</div><div><br /></div><div>hahaha better not let my hopes too high, falling straight on the butt is<b><i> OUCH</i></b>.</div><div><br /></div><div>so... if you guys aware that my fanfic actually posted on<b> AFF</b>, i won't post it here again anymore. I dont want this blog being disoriented and deviate from its original purpose.</div><div><br /></div><div>and if you happen to be a die hard VIP or BigBang fans, go subscribe to my fanfic here</div><div><br /></div><div></div><blockquote><div>http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/36302/strong-baby-bigbang-daesung-gdragon-seungri-taeyang-top-you</div><div></div></blockquote><div><br /></div><div>But apologize in advance, i rarely update the fic. not that i don't want to, but as i have stated before, i'm kind of<i> busy</i> doing<i> something</i> that could affect my<i> existence</i> in college lol.</div><div><br /></div><div>no really, i'm just<i> kinda</i> lazy.</div><div><br /></div><div>and <i>stressed</i> out.</div><div><br /></div><div>and<i> frustrated</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div><b>*sigh*</b></div><div><br /></div><div>but seriously, read the fic<i> there</i>, don't wait here because<b> i will not post anymore chapter of the fanfic here.</b></div><div><br /></div><div>people come, people go, so do i.</div><div><br /></div><div>catch you later<i> toodles</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>xo</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-21872936385456843602011-05-01T22:25:00.004+07:002011-05-01T22:37:41.342+07:00Chapter 3: The Past (2)<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2ulJklc8x3ldYzg4e-nFeORehI9bLi7no2hBoUkwf4ArE1KHdUcuj0zg43eRiFyz0yHcmWlzffERwACQmCqo8VfC6zpEdRNRbYBAaNBfVWDDL_cvb1swjHZSMJ6JSlKk_7i-MOTpKQqGm/s1600/tumblr_ljp12zVWZi1qa19d4o1_500_large.png" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 225px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2ulJklc8x3ldYzg4e-nFeORehI9bLi7no2hBoUkwf4ArE1KHdUcuj0zg43eRiFyz0yHcmWlzffERwACQmCqo8VfC6zpEdRNRbYBAaNBfVWDDL_cvb1swjHZSMJ6JSlKk_7i-MOTpKQqGm/s400/tumblr_ljp12zVWZi1qa19d4o1_500_large.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5601770568571966242" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjvdBBtDvQyUM4tXsSBkEsVoKXRIas5yxEkffXVG7rR6N9L3mTsyF2xqDh29EYy6zia2n3MTcrKFs2N3JUWDThiblvxst2mD33J3HCNjYwyH7QzGF8X9_TgElTp7ZXiuYOWe-ZvJz8-yTRB/s1600/tumblr_lk055u4vtz1qi4ofwo1_1280_large.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjvdBBtDvQyUM4tXsSBkEsVoKXRIas5yxEkffXVG7rR6N9L3mTsyF2xqDh29EYy6zia2n3MTcrKFs2N3JUWDThiblvxst2mD33J3HCNjYwyH7QzGF8X9_TgElTp7ZXiuYOWe-ZvJz8-yTRB/s400/tumblr_lk055u4vtz1qi4ofwo1_1280_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5601769791230646018" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(15, 213, 220); font-family: Verdana; font-size: 11px; letter-spacing: 2px; line-height: 17px; "><blockquote>POSTED ON <b style="color: rgb(54, 76, 108); cursor: move; ">ASIANFANFICS.COM</b><span> SO PLEASE COMMENT AND SUBSCRIBE HERE:<a class="smarterwiki-linkify" href="http://goo.gl/z85Sj" style="color: rgb(189, 80, 89); cursor: help; text-decoration: none; ">http://goo.gl/z85Sj</a></span></blockquote><span><a class="smarterwiki-linkify" href="http://goo.gl/z85Sj" style="color: rgb(189, 80, 89); cursor: help; text-decoration: none; "></a></span></span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: none; "><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><span style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; background-color: lime; ">A/N:</span></strong> <span style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; color: rgb(178, 34, 34); ">just to remind you, at this is still a flashback. You were a first grader at SOL academy. Taeyang at his final year (3<sup style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">rd</sup> grader) along with the others except TOP. Taeyang would be chosen as president when he graduated.</span></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "> </p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">***</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "> </p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">STILL FLASHBACK!!</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "> </p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Time must’ve been passed since you lost your balance and fainted.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">You could hear the school’s bell ringed but it was too hard for you to fully regain your consciousness.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Oh well, opening your eyes wouldn’t hurt.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Everything was blurry once you succeeded to open your eyelids.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“hey, you okay?”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">You heard a voice. Sounded familiar?</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">You only moaned.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Duh, you just woke up and that guy expecting you to—</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Wait. <em style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Guy?</em></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Oh.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">You suddenly jerked your body up.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“what the?!!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">You frantically tried to read the situation you were in now. Ok, so that was definitely a<em style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "> male</em> voice right? And you was fainted before so.. what did a girl <em style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">usually do</em> when encountering situation like this? Your brain worked hard, your heart beats like a hip hop jukebox.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Clothes? <em style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Check.</em></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Okay maybe you were not raped.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Dang, how would you know? That guy could probably dressing you after he finished that dirty--</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“WAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">You screamed.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">And you felt a hand covering your mouth.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“hey hey, relax! Why are you screaming like that?”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Okay. This was getting <em style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">creepy</em>.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">You bit his hand.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“OUCH!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">He finally let loose.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“YA~! What’s wrong with—“ </strong>he moved closer to reach you.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“WHAT THE.. DON’T EVEN THINK YOU CAN GO NEAR ME!!! IMMA SCREAM NOW GET LOST RAPIST!!!!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">You definitely still in the aftershock and couldn’t think clear.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“rapist? Do you really think I’m… pfffft”</strong>, he chuckled and left you dumfounded.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Okay, this guy was chuckling so maybe he wasn’t a rapist after all.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">You eyed him carefully. His facial expression.. <em style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">hmm.</em></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“OH!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">You exclaimed.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“Oh my god.. I’m so sorry Dean sunbae.. where’s my manner. Ah.. Please forgive me!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">He smiled and pat your head.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“It’s ok. if you’re feeling better now I guess I should take you home?”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">You slightly nodded, still embarrassed by your previous actions.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">But before you two could manage to get out of the medical room, the door suddenly burst open.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Someone shouted your name in panic.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“GOD! I heard you were injured or something! Are you okay honey?!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">This<em style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "> uber</em> handsome man, with Mohawk hair and dressed in a <em style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">perfectly fitted</em> uniform (only G<em style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">od knows </em>how he could modify the usual uniform) ran towards you in such rush.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“Baby, you almost got me a cardiac attack!!”</strong>, he added, <em style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">crushing</em> you into a bear hug.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“ne, Tae oppa~ I’m okay. I just fainted and Dean Sunbae brought me here and take care of me”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">And being a good brother like he was, he just realized that there were another occupant in this room.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">A <em style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">guy</em> to be exact.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><em style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Uh oh.</em></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“who are you again?”,</strong> he asked coldly to the other male species who was starting to get nervous.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“uh.. I’m Dean, from dance class. Third year”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“ I’m also in my final year here. How come I’ve never seen you before? But whatever. You were with her because?”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">He gave the poor guy a death glare.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“well, I was—“</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">The door burst open again. For the second time now.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“Ya! YongBae! Why you’re so long! Come on let’s go already!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Now the trespasser was a guy with geeky glasses, bleached hair, same trendy uniform as Taeyang, and a lot of accessories.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Ah, he got<em style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "> swag</em>.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Everyone in the room turned their direction towards the newcomer.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“what are you guys looking at?!</strong>”, he threatened you and Dean then diverted his attention to Taeyang, <strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“ Aish~ are you coming or not YongBae?? This new club will open soon! TOP hyung won’t wait forever!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“YA! You know that my sister is sick and then I rushed here just to found out this.. whatever his name is with her in this room alone!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“okay, look, “</strong> GD reasoned, <strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“if you insist to drive her home, there will be no time. Why don’t you trust our baby sis and let him do the chore?”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Taeyang went panic, <strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“ARE YOU CRAZY??!!!!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">This debate would go forever if none of them voluntary gave in.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“Tae oppa.. I agreed with GD oppa.. you should try to trust me. I can take care of myself until now right?”</strong>, you spoke slowly.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“see?! Come on, YongBae, she is 16 for God sake. Besides, Daesungie already waiting in the car. You know him, he might looks sunny on the outside but inside.. gloomy as hell and that could ruin our mood for the entire night too”</strong>, GD explained.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“Jiyong are you freaking insane?!! That’s our only baby you were talking about!! Are you expecting me to hand her to some stranger I don’t even know his—“</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“my name is Dean, just in case you forg--”</strong>, Dean interrupted, but was cut by both GD and Taeyang’s loud bawl: <strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“SHUT UP!!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">You <em style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">sweatdropped.</em></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><em style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">God</em>, could they be anymore <em style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">louder</em> than this?</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“Tae oppa, please trust me. Just this time ok? He wouldn’t dare to harm me, would you Dean Sunbae?”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Dean quickly nodded, <strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“no! I wouldn’t!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“fine, I will make this quick so we both will arrive at TOP’s new club on time. Dean or whoever you are: if you dare to touch her, you are dead. Are we clear?”</strong>, GD stated to dean.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“yes! Don’t worry jiyong-sshi I will protect her with all my life!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“the hell. Call me GD! I hate stranger calling my real name! got that?”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“yes, GD!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“good. Now, YongBae, are you going or not?”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Taeyang looked at you, expecting you to reassure him.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“go, oppa.. I’ll be fine. Promise”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Then your brother nooded. Gave you a quick peck on your foreheard before saying goodbye, <strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“take care baby, call me when you get home”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“okay oppa! Have fun!”</strong>, you replied.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">After your brothers leave, Dean drove you home safely.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">And since then, you were getting closer.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><br /></p><div style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "> </p></div><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">***</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><br /></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "> </p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "> “Actually.. it’s hard to confess this.. But I love you. I really do. Would you… be my girlfriend?”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">OH GOD Finally.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">The ultimate question you’ve been waiting for.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">It took a blink of your eyes to actually accept his offer.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“YES!! Oh god, Dean oppa I love you too!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">You hugged him.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><br /></p><div style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "> </p></div><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">***</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><br /></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "> </p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“HUH??!! YOU BOTH WHATTTTT???!!” </strong>Taeyang, literally, shrieked.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">You were panic.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Ok, slowly, so he would understand.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Talk nicely.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“uh.. oppa~ we’ve been friends—uh no, best friends for 3 months now. You know that I don’t have much friend right oppa? Hell, even I can safely say he is my only friend”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“what are you talking about baby, your friends are massive. Tell oppa you’re just joking? please?”</strong> he pleaded.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">No, you hated this. You hated seeing your most dearest oppa being all worried and sad because of you.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“oppa, “</strong> you slowly explained, <strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“in the whole school only you, GD oppa, and Dae oppa are the most respected, feared, and swooned by the whole female population. Me, being your sister, of course would attract those girls who wanted to get closer to you guys. I had enough of fake friends, pretending to be friendly but in the end all they talked about was either you, GD oppa, dae oppa or combined.”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">You know that your brother knew this already.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">He know how hard you’ve been trough.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">Especially after your parents died in a plane crash.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“well, baby girl, “ </strong>he sighed, <strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“if that’s the best for you and would make you happy.. I couldn’t object”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“oppa...”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">He smiled, and pulled you into a warm embrace.</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“please promise oppa that you’d be happy, if I caught you crying, I swear to god.. I’d kill whoever did it”.</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">“yes oppa, I promise. Thank you for trusting me. I love you oppa~!”</strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><br /></strong></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "> </p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; ">***</p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><br /></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "> </p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><span style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; background-color: yellow; "><strong style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">A/N:</strong></span></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><span style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; color: rgb(178, 34, 34); ">OKAAAYYYY~ so i decided to post another round faster so you guys wouldn't have to wait longer.</span></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><span style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; color: rgb(178, 34, 34); ">mind the short chapter ;___;</span></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><span style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; color: rgb(178, 34, 34); ">the flashback is not yet completed girls~ maybe i'll put up one or two more chaps for this to finish.</span></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "><span style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; color: rgb(178, 34, 34); ">and after that, back to present XD</span></p><p style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: justify; "> </p></span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-3160054113690920662011-04-27T22:08:00.010+07:002011-04-28T14:01:29.209+07:00Chapter 2: The Past (1)<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8Qzyp8pI7dXMrpKBjL-5fo632m2iOufvEjvxaPieljg1Ihdspcv_PJTZeFgaZxl8z2kWinAfUUzXgNF6Vj1CnVIFWOfXpbWVLiDPUxr7yVUGhGcnYKdh0nxmpzG7tzQ8N1859J6fLi1qa/s1600/tumblr_ljopgxhFiY1qb21tfo1_500_large.gif" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 376px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8Qzyp8pI7dXMrpKBjL-5fo632m2iOufvEjvxaPieljg1Ihdspcv_PJTZeFgaZxl8z2kWinAfUUzXgNF6Vj1CnVIFWOfXpbWVLiDPUxr7yVUGhGcnYKdh0nxmpzG7tzQ8N1859J6fLi1qa/s400/tumblr_ljopgxhFiY1qb21tfo1_500_large.gif" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5600291927958145234" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiE2_1imRx2ULyDXO1QbdNvEHrkxBqlgZ05iIhtPGF-MlxDvwG638SPwZHr-Ex9BjgWL7-h1qMw6WtBNYP4lO7O79tSqMiEr5TpMSErcQVyzoYb9oV4QtXVvSmd4fjJX6hpDPlKX-EkH8li/s1600/tumblr_ljt8jrXvnU1qiiegzo1_500_large.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 221px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiE2_1imRx2ULyDXO1QbdNvEHrkxBqlgZ05iIhtPGF-MlxDvwG638SPwZHr-Ex9BjgWL7-h1qMw6WtBNYP4lO7O79tSqMiEr5TpMSErcQVyzoYb9oV4QtXVvSmd4fjJX6hpDPlKX-EkH8li/s400/tumblr_ljt8jrXvnU1qiiegzo1_500_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5600291923832151554" /></a><br /><div><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal; "></span></span></b></p><blockquote><span class="Apple-style-span">POSTED ON <b>ASIANFANFICS.COM</b> SO PLEASE COMMENT AND SUBSCRIBE HERE: http://goo.gl/z85Sj</span></blockquote><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><br />PRESENT<o:p></o:p></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span lang="IN">You were having a hard time<i> cooking</i> something for dinner, with Seungri kept bugging you to no end.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span lang="IN"><b>"Noona! You know the new student who arrived today right? I heard he was assigned in your class? What's his name again?"</b><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span lang="IN"><span class="Apple-style-span">You stayed silent, keep doing what you were doing before.<i> 5:45 PM</i>. Your oppa would be home at <i>6:30 PM</i>. You better prepared it fast</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><b><span lang="IN">.<span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""> </span></span></b></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span lang="IN">You focused stirring all the </span><span class="Apple-style-span">ingredients,</span><span lang="IN"> boiled in a pot. Your life would be <i>easier</i> if Taeyang hired a house maid. not that he couldn't afford it, but after a certain<i> incident </i>five years ago, he couldn't risk having strangers near you.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span lang="IN"><b>"ya~ noona~ tell me pleeeeeeeaseeeee!!" </b>the maknae followed you around.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span lang="IN">You didn't bother answering Seungri's plea.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span lang="IN"><i>Actually</i>, you <i>hated</i> this subject. that <i>new</i> student. the one who left you all confused, anxious, and triggered your dark old memories back. The <i>very</i> reason why your mood are ruined.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span lang="IN">With Seungri nonstop questioning, you know where this would end.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span lang="IN"><b>"Noonaaaaaa~ I'm so curious now! why won't you talk about it? there must be something happened between you!"</b><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span lang="IN">You felt your head heavy all of sudden. Damn maknae, why he had to bring all of this up?<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraph" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l0 level1 lfo1;mso-layout-grid-align:none; text-autospace:none"><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></b></p> <div style="mso-element:para-border-div;border:none;border-bottom:dotted windowtext 3.0pt; padding:0in 0in 1.0pt 0in"> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none;border:none;mso-border-bottom-alt: dotted windowtext 3.0pt;padding:0in;mso-padding-alt:0in 0in 1.0pt 0in"><b><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span></o:p></b></p> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><b><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span></o:p></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><b><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></o:p></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><b><span class="Apple-style-span">PAST<o:p></o:p></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span"><b> </b><span lang="IN">You were in your <i>sweet 16</i>. You had an average life, not much different from what you have in the present. Friends? <i>Nah</i>, you doubted they were the<i> real deal</i>. Your brothers high exposure surely brought you both privileges and dooms. Like.. antifans for example. They usually hardcore fangirls evied your position as the only girl who could get so<i> close</i> with the most powerful, single, and handsome guys in seoul: BigBang.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span lang="IN">Well, BigBang dated too, duh. Even GD was known for his<i> “player” </i>label. But it was just like that. No strings attached. In the end, you were the <i>only</i> girl they really cared.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span">The<span lang="IN"> only difference in your past, comparing to the present was your brothers.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span lang="IN">They were <i>all </i>busy with their own life (and business). Oh well, except the baby panda Seungri. He was still innocent, enjoying his youth.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span lang="IN"><i>Overprotective? </i>That words didn’t exist. </span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span lang="IN"><span class="Apple-style-span"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span">At this time, where you <i>thought</i> you finally found love, turned out to be the very memory <i>traumatized</i> you so much you’d want to erase it forever. You were almost<i> raped</i>, even<i> killed</i> by a bunch of gang delinquents, underlings of TOP’s rival company. </span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span"></span><span class="Apple-style-span">One of them, succeed to capture your heart, being your <i>boyfriend </i>by pretending to<i> love</i> you.</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></p> <div style="mso-element:para-border-div;border:none;border-bottom:dotted windowtext 3.0pt; padding:0in 0in 1.0pt 0in"> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none;border:none;mso-border-bottom-alt: dotted windowtext 3.0pt;padding:0in;mso-padding-alt:0in 0in 1.0pt 0in"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span></o:p></p> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span">It was all started with the<i> L</i> words.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; "><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span></o:p></span><span class="Apple-style-span">You innocently attracted with this guy named <i>Dean<span class="apple-style-span"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; "> Lee </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span lang="IN" style="line-height: 115%; color: black; ">Eusebio</span></span></i><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; ">, the charming sunbae at SOL Academy.</span></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; ">He was like no other. While everyone in school who knew your background (bigbang beloved sister) keeping their distances, he<i> approached</i> you.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; "><b>“Hey. I’m Dean. I hope we can work together”</b>, he said. Gently greeted you at your class’s first showcase.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; ">He was in charge of assisting the lecturer for dance class which you participated in.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; ">You stated your name coldly. Usually people who realized that you are related to Taeyang, would just either avoided or followed you around like some blood sucker<i> leeches</i>.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <div style="mso-element:para-border-div;border:none;border-bottom:dotted windowtext 3.0pt; padding:0in 0in 1.0pt 0in"> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none;border:none;mso-border-bottom-alt: dotted windowtext 3.0pt;padding:0in;mso-padding-alt:0in 0in 1.0pt 0in"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; "><b>“Ah. Nice to meet you. So, how’s your dance practice going? Since I’m responsible for your team, don’t hesitate to ask me whenever you have difficulties with the dance steps”</b>, He replied with a smile.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none;border:none;mso-border-bottom-alt: dotted windowtext 3.0pt;padding:0in;mso-padding-alt:0in 0in 1.0pt 0in"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; "><br /></span></span></p> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; "><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; ">Being <i>blood related</i> with the infamous dancer Taeyang sure helped you a lot surviving this dance classes and practices.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; ">The teacher and even Dean praised you a lot.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; ">But you are used to people’s unfair treatments so instead of feeling happy, your heart <i>sank</i>. Afraid they might not telling you the truth.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; "><b>“Hey, you are gifted you know? When someday I see you on TV, I couldn’t be more proud!”</b><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; ">Dean congratulated you.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; "><b>“uh, sure thanks”,</b> you just gave him a nod, looked away, and a forced smile.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; ">He frowned.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; "><b>“are you okay? You don’t look good. Are you having a fever?”</b><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; ">Suddenly he moved his face closer to yours.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; ">You never been this close to a guy before and you felt your heart was beating faster, your blood rushing up towards your cheek and you could see yourself <i>blushed</i>.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; "><b>“hey,”</b> he inched closer, gently placing his forehead on yours, <b>“you seems fine. But what was with that face before?”</b><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; ">His jet black eyes staring intensely at your hazelnut brown’s and your knees was <i>shaking</i>.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 115%;">You tried to escape this awkward situation by tilting your head to the side but Dean cupped both of your cheeks, </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">successfully</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 115%;"> kept your head stayed still.</span><b style="color: black; line-height: 115%; "> </b></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span"><b style="color: black; line-height: 115%; ">“are you really okay? You should take a rest, don’t push yourself”.</b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; ">His hands on your face was good enough to make you go all nervous but then he still got his face plastered to yours.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; "> And<i> hell</i>, that stare could kill.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 115%;">This was too much. You </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">couldn't</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 115%;"> take this anymore.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 115%;">You felt your visions was getting blurry.</span></span></p> <div style="mso-element:para-border-div;border:none;border-bottom:dotted windowtext 3.0pt; padding:0in 0in 1.0pt 0in"> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none;border:none;mso-border-bottom-alt: dotted windowtext 3.0pt;padding:0in;mso-padding-alt:0in 0in 1.0pt 0in"><span style="line-height: 115%; color: black; ">You fainted.<o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none;border:none;mso-border-bottom-alt: dotted windowtext 3.0pt;padding:0in;mso-padding-alt:0in 0in 1.0pt 0in"><span style="line-height: 115%; 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That person was <i>addressing </i>you, since you were <i>alone</i> in the house.<br /><br /><b>"NOOOOOOONAAAAAAA~!!"</b><br /><br />You sighed. You know<i> that</i> voice.<br /><br />Besides, the only<i> imaginable</i> trespasser who could <i>break </i>the hell tight of security must be one of your<i> brothers</i>.<br /><br />Yep, it <i>definitely</i> your beloved maknae, Seungri.<br /><br />But you were not in the mood for playing. Today's classes was <i>tiring</i> and thanks to that, your mood <i>ruined.</i><br /><br />Seungri running towards you.<br /><br /><b>"Here you are! Noona, I missed youuuuuuuu~!"</b> he hugged you from behind.<br /><br />The clingy <i>bratty </i>Seungri. He took his brother's personality too much but thank God he was not (<i>yet</i>) a player. But <i>hell</i> he flirts good.<br /><br /><b>"Yah~ we went to school together this morning Ri"</b>, you replied, gently pushed him away.<br /><br />He <i>pouted</i>.<br /><br />Oh don't he<i> ever</i> stop using that technique.<br /><br /><b>"But noona went home without me :-("</b>, Seungri tugged your shirt and attacked you with his <i>ultimate</i> puppy eyes.<br /><br />You <i>swore </i>that even Gaho, GD's dog would call it a <i>threat</i> in term of cuteness.<br /><br /><b>"Seungri-ah~ noona was trying to call you back then but you were unreachable"</b><br /><br /><b>"Oh?"</b> He quickly checked his iPhone logs, and his face went pale.<br /><br /><b>"OMOOOOO~ noona did call!! Sorry I was with-- Uh... who was she again? Err.. Hyunnie or Ginny or Wunie? Oh whatever. My bad! Sorry noona!"<br /></b><br /><b>"Aish. You should really stop hanging out with your hyung, Ri. He is a bad influence! Treat girls with respect!"</b><br /><br /><b>"Uhh.. I didn't mean like that, you know that I easily forgot someone's name right? Are you mad at me noona? Are you? I'm so sorry..."</b> He looked down.<br /><br />Seungri, the <i>talk master</i>, known for his <i>tons</i> of <i>prepared </i>excuses.<i> Of course</i> you already <i>adapted</i> to his habit but as always, you <i>fallen</i> for it again. <i>Damn </i>this maknae why he have to be <i>so</i> cute!<br /><br />You patted his head playfully and messed its hair a bit, <b>"Ya~ don't worry, it wasn't your fault, I'm just having a bad day"</b><br /><br /><b>"By the way,"</b> you added, <b>"don't ever enter someone's house without permission ok?"</b><br /><br /><b>"But but but--"</b><br /><br /><b>"No buts, maknae. I know my brother permitted you, but still don't come here all of sudden without knocking. What if I got a cardiac attack?"<br /></b><br /><b>"Aish~ Ok Ok noona. Sorry. But it's so unfair, you let GD hyung come and go as he likes!"</b> Seungri reasoned.<br /><br />Hmm. That was<i> true</i>. GD <i>even</i> had the <i>key</i> to your house. Taeyang also<i> let him stay</i> whenever he feels like it. Even sometimes <i>allowed</i> him to <i>brought his girlfriend </i>which was of course <i>annoyed</i> you.<br /><br />You cleared your throat.<br /><br /><b>"Well, maknae, you see... GD and Tae oppa are besties since God knows when, even before you and I were born. So I guess he trusted him most"</b><br /><br /><b>"AH~!"</b> He suddenly exclaimed.<br /><br /><b>"Wha--?"</b><br /><b><br />"I knew it! GD hyung has Gaho and Tae hyung with Boss. They both shared their love for dogs that's why! And Boss hates me he always barks whenever I come near him!"</b> Seungri explained in a very fast pace you had to digest each words slowly.<br /><br /><b>"Err.. I dont get it?"</b><br /><br />Seungri grabbed your hands and <i>stared </i>at your eyes, <i>all serious</i>.<br /><br /><b>"Noona, if I bought a dog would Tae hyung let me have the keys too?"</b><br /><br /><b>"..."</b><br /><br />That's <i>Seungri</i> for you.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><div><b>COMING UP NEXT: CHAPTER 2!!</b></div><div><b>STAY TUNED!!</b></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /><br /><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" /></div></div>Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-37077863909528448232011-04-15T23:39:00.006+07:002011-04-16T08:36:34.797+07:00UPCOMING PROJECT: BIGBANG FANFICTION!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0Y72HoYiThvkHWrAM0JMeqxQvHRgUdaLpNQDyHlQPsUearg0xXYE5xOVAY7cswlOAu11gqQ5AfRhqKns88L0ShPwAd4pjXVLikvUv35acwCycxhPQpF8Aj90aNLR8viUr-_IV2uJqGIh6/s1600/tumblr_lj9ayyKDd31qag0dwo1_500_large.png" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 360px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0Y72HoYiThvkHWrAM0JMeqxQvHRgUdaLpNQDyHlQPsUearg0xXYE5xOVAY7cswlOAu11gqQ5AfRhqKns88L0ShPwAd4pjXVLikvUv35acwCycxhPQpF8Aj90aNLR8viUr-_IV2uJqGIh6/s400/tumblr_lj9ayyKDd31qag0dwo1_500_large.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5595864390164634754" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiDpVu5LaWgvT3VfAKJ2oBIhn51fqGUQ0QP7GPtuyrd5FZsbhWgILX7SxytJOu_QeantSwPOOjOvRJC3VDiCvYKlKaG_gRnbLaSUe9v5-IpuRXGKoDPYjpmpOKilgirXDG6P43-IKaP_hBP/s1600/tumblr_lhno2yTQU71qchdv5o1_500_large.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 255px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiDpVu5LaWgvT3VfAKJ2oBIhn51fqGUQ0QP7GPtuyrd5FZsbhWgILX7SxytJOu_QeantSwPOOjOvRJC3VDiCvYKlKaG_gRnbLaSUe9v5-IpuRXGKoDPYjpmpOKilgirXDG6P43-IKaP_hBP/s400/tumblr_lhno2yTQU71qchdv5o1_500_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5595851296571358642" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /><div><br /></div><div>yay, hail to all VIPs and fellow writers.</div><div><br /></div><div>i decided to write a BigBang fanfic, FINALLY!! </div><div><br /></div><div>this thoughts had been dwelling on my mind since God knows when, but as always, i had problems deciding the starting point.</div><div><br /></div><div>and yeah, i overcome it.</div><div><br /></div><div>be patient and stay tuned, here's the sneak peak.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><b>summary:</b></div><div><br /></div><div>what if you are the baby sister of the infamous BigBang whose charm melts every girl's heart in korea? how you would handle the pressure of being their relative? what if your love life sucks because of them? and why you cant stop getting yourself into trouble for their sake?</div><div><br /></div><div>dear girls, please enjoy my upcoming fanfiction:</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><b></b></div><blockquote><div><b>STRONG BABY</b></div><div><br /></div><div><i>overprotective brothers, crazy love life.</i></div></blockquote><div><i></i></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><b>Cast:</b></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><b>Kwon Jiyong (GD):</b> seoul's top notch social butterfly and fashionista. CEO of the infamous fashion label; GDragon. Player, getting bored of a relationship easily. His father, a politician, is your uncle. You are the only girl he won't dare to hurt.</div><div><br /></div><div><b>Dong Yongbae (Taeyang):</b> your older brother by blood. very talented dancer, now become the head of SOL ACADEMY OF ARTS (SA). overprotective towards you. religious and modest. he took the rule as parents since your mom and dad passed away from a plane crash.</div><div><br /></div><div><b>Choi Seunghyun (TOP):</b> His father (your dad's older brother) rules the underground world of seoul, and TOP is currently managing some of his father's job. he won't let you know about his family business. sometimes he send a talented agent or two to stalk you around, paranoid of your safety.</div><div><b><br /></b></div><div><b>Lee Seunghyun (Seungri):</b> GD's little brother. He takes his brother's fashion sense. owns the elite VVIP club, where a lot of socialite's A-List continuously spotted there. Goes to the same school as you. Very clingy, because he always wanted a sister.</div><div><br /></div><div><b>Kang Daesung (Dae): </b>his mom (a diva back then) is your aunt, and his vocal is amazing. he graduated from Juilliard and now help his mom running the DLITE ENTERTAINMENT (DLE). very funny, down to earth, and always make you smile.</div><div><br /></div><div><b>YOU:</b> baby brother of taeyang, and automatically considered as BigBang's too. average girl next door. enrolled in SA and a trainee in DLE. you have trouble getting around with boys because your brothers are all overprotective and always scare them away!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><b>COMING UP NEXT: CHAPTER 1</b></div><div><br /></div><div><i>stay tuned!</i></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" /></div>Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-18957536376382452972011-04-05T20:02:00.003+07:002011-04-05T20:48:54.839+07:00BIGBANG!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMAp5-XEfkOsxQq5NYfLTa3sC-1bA7fgDC37b0CKIg2wYXhDxkP3QQuSQaLzsxj9b5Z1km-unFaPsNKByotJ1S5jJrX4EzVaMLlaryxLnu69qg5PwRawGZo-HXlXJiEra-zPkY9yRu3J9P/s1600/tumblr_liydfkf0Iu1qgzwhxo1_500_large.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMAp5-XEfkOsxQq5NYfLTa3sC-1bA7fgDC37b0CKIg2wYXhDxkP3QQuSQaLzsxj9b5Z1km-unFaPsNKByotJ1S5jJrX4EzVaMLlaryxLnu69qg5PwRawGZo-HXlXJiEra-zPkY9yRu3J9P/s400/tumblr_liydfkf0Iu1qgzwhxo1_500_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5592089370720985794" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgforJQRpU5-qaHwl4N3kXvOYNqrW75_0JmfsG0js66W_08wnDZYIvCKJaSFeS80TlXbpmUrTjV9WR2oIrC_3emy5CBkr3BLlNcgwDxpoDEuOm0VWzbslBMCPA5itVHifM2_-TWtbhHv_CO/s1600/tumblr_lidtqzyqwn1qgixu6o1_500_large.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 260px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgforJQRpU5-qaHwl4N3kXvOYNqrW75_0JmfsG0js66W_08wnDZYIvCKJaSFeS80TlXbpmUrTjV9WR2oIrC_3emy5CBkr3BLlNcgwDxpoDEuOm0VWzbslBMCPA5itVHifM2_-TWtbhHv_CO/s400/tumblr_lidtqzyqwn1qgixu6o1_500_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5592089362286350962" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjkXbE-3MZ5B30FN5A4EMu9MY9NuWQFL6qb3URX0totXELKoXep-1eBxxeVVscrW5BDJz1BiJx8kB8pb0FePttULADql9JcrpINZHIJS5PbuKS_LTAcs30pqI87PzEBuMT7GWaqnQwUuIOO/s1600/tumblr_ldgztu6bW01qbq2voo1_500_large.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 322px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjkXbE-3MZ5B30FN5A4EMu9MY9NuWQFL6qb3URX0totXELKoXep-1eBxxeVVscrW5BDJz1BiJx8kB8pb0FePttULADql9JcrpINZHIJS5PbuKS_LTAcs30pqI87PzEBuMT7GWaqnQwUuIOO/s400/tumblr_ldgztu6bW01qbq2voo1_500_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5592089356338354914" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjYvubKI56y48klsgv2NZpaVbxZxvkeCPljdGKtTp21Y-jaiWCZSgd9uxDcZCVxWWPrKYxZQ1_dciurJ4Up9tgUvlvmpKiCQPaUiy8Uyb6GduWBcpAUJ1s5ZL3pnvFn3-6dAkKgmaf9royE/s1600/tumblr_liwq5vJDvK1qh73tmo1_500_large.png" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjYvubKI56y48klsgv2NZpaVbxZxvkeCPljdGKtTp21Y-jaiWCZSgd9uxDcZCVxWWPrKYxZQ1_dciurJ4Up9tgUvlvmpKiCQPaUiy8Uyb6GduWBcpAUJ1s5ZL3pnvFn3-6dAkKgmaf9royE/s400/tumblr_liwq5vJDvK1qh73tmo1_500_large.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5592089354266869842" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>just so you guys could <i>grasp </i>the <i>ideas</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>yeah, i'm into <b>BigBang</b> recently. </div><div><br /></div><div>they are an <i>idol group</i> from korea.</div><div><br /></div><div>need to say more? </div><div><br /></div><div>well google was <i>made</i> for a <i>reason</i>, you know.</div><div><br /></div><div>basically they are <b>uber talented</b> individuals jam packed into a boyband sorta thing. i guarantee, you won't find any idol group who <b>composed</b> and <b>produced</b> their own song like they did.</div><div><br /></div><div>and unlike some<i> cute</i> pop electro <i>k-pop-ish</i> kind of music, <b>BigBang</b>'s is more of <i>american-ish</i>. so i think their music is kinda <i>acceptable</i> worldwide.</div><div><br /></div><div>need proof? their single<b> "TONIGHT"</b> from the 4th mini album ranked<b> #3</b> in <b>billboard </b>without <i>any </i>promotions in US <i>whatsoever</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>well, <i>of course, </i>as you guys have guessed, they <b>topped</b> all <b>k-charts </b>after their spectacular comeback.</div><div><br /></div><div>try to search <b>"bigbang"</b> on youtube and <i>switch </i>to <i>these</i> songs:</div><div><br /></div><div><ul><li>Tonight</li><li>GD&TOP - HIGH HIGH</li><li>GD&TOP - KNOCKOUT</li><li>SEUNGRI - WHAT CAN I DO</li><li>Haru Haru</li><li>TAEYANG - I NEED A GIRL</li><li>Lies</li><li>Sunset Glow</li><li>SEUNGRI - VVIP</li><li>etc!! lol you should try all of em!</li></ul><div><br /></div><div><b>*uppercased: </b>their solo units. yep, each <b>BigBang</b> member has their <i>own</i> solo debut, whom songs <i>composed</i> and <i>produced</i> by themselves. no doubt they <b>rocked</b> the charts too! talk about <i>talents!</i></div></div><div><br /></div><div>but the superstar behind <b>BigBang</b> is of course their <i>stylish</i><b> fashionista leader</b> <b>G-Dragon</b>. he did <i>all </i>the <i>production</i>. so most <b>VIPs</b> (<b>BigBang</b> loyal fans) may noticed that<b> BigBang</b> music is getting <i>more</i> and <i>more</i> G-Dragon-<i>ish</i> LOL.</div><div><br /></div><div>besides their solo units, they have <b>collab</b> unit too, <b>GD&TOP</b>. the<i> leader</i> and the<i> rapper</i>. GD (G-Dragon) is a rapper too so thats why they paired up together.</div><div><br /></div><div>and being a <i>perverted</i> fangirl that i actually am, YAOI pairing is a YES YES!!</div><div><br /></div><div>me personally fancied <b>GD x Seungri</b>, GD x TOP, GD x Taeyang, Taeyang x Seungri, and probably crossover between them, but what i like the most is the pairing i bold.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>xo</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-18238890115470158192011-01-08T09:50:00.004+07:002011-01-08T10:09:43.403+07:00mizushima hiro<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi26KFrPPHtj-j6hhFnNp4-Q1fM3UIS5XRsRga_VFQO8b4YpggbJsQbaOYzrHuRzV0D9Z4hngRqgpwRjryjr9ROFU15yk5L48HK2yFDE076hM3KzBD8wc3fgR1_Ntg7SHjarASqnVmVydLf/s1600/tumblr_lcu0wxRzPD1qco7huo1_500_large.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 264px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi26KFrPPHtj-j6hhFnNp4-Q1fM3UIS5XRsRga_VFQO8b4YpggbJsQbaOYzrHuRzV0D9Z4hngRqgpwRjryjr9ROFU15yk5L48HK2yFDE076hM3KzBD8wc3fgR1_Ntg7SHjarASqnVmVydLf/s400/tumblr_lcu0wxRzPD1qco7huo1_500_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5559642370458022546" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhegu3M2joYVt9HDdMmRNnQNxFMsKUAMXc5PqkKcSIANVqDVtv8es4bnsnP1-JCCSo9vnIx81UBcvHSRIsRoLqRAetm2QB_1s98riK9ljOcve7qHbG5MnqU_OFk5iQ50GPLIPfMtf46GJnV/s1600/5049294636_f2ed8eb3c9_z_large.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 273px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhegu3M2joYVt9HDdMmRNnQNxFMsKUAMXc5PqkKcSIANVqDVtv8es4bnsnP1-JCCSo9vnIx81UBcvHSRIsRoLqRAetm2QB_1s98riK9ljOcve7qHbG5MnqU_OFk5iQ50GPLIPfMtf46GJnV/s400/5049294636_f2ed8eb3c9_z_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5559642370200298546" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div>can you blame him for his cuteness? </div><div><br /></div><div>no, you <i>can't</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>you <i>C A N ' T</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>behold, my beloved<b> MIZUSHIMA HIRO</b>. famous actor and writer from japan <img src="http://cute-smiley.com/smilies/panda96.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0" alt="http://www.cute-smiley.com" title="Cute smiley" /> and he's currently my <i>obsession</i>. i mean, what's not to be <i>obsessed</i> from this guy? <img src="http://cute-smiley.com/smilies/panda65.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0" alt="http://www.cute-smiley.com" title="Cute smiley" /></div><div><br /></div><div>mizuchin is definitely my <b>new</b> gackt! nyahahahahahahhaha <img src="http://cute-smiley.com/smilies/panda76.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0" alt="http://www.cute-smiley.com" title="Cute smiley" /> sorry gackt, but you're getting old, plastic surgery couldnt hide it ya know. but mizuchin, he's like a <i>fallen angel</i>. correction: an <i>angel</i> <img src="http://cute-smiley.com/smilies/panda4.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0" alt="http://www.cute-smiley.com" title="Cute smiley" />. sent from heaven to be <b>MINEEEEE!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA </b><img src="http://cute-smiley.com/smilies/panda26.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0" alt="http://www.cute-smiley.com" title="Cute smiley" /></div><div><br /></div><div>and a sudden <i>rush</i> of<i> inspiration </i>come since the day i've <i>fallen</i> for him. i <i>decided</i> that i will <i>write</i> a<i> fanfiction. </i>just<b> me</b> and <b>him</b>, you know. <img src="http://cute-smiley.com/smilies/panda17.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0" alt="http://www.cute-smiley.com" title="Cute smiley" /> say no to <i>wifey</i>-whatever!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>oh gawd, i dont know what to say. speechless. he's like the utmost perfect creation god ever made <img src="http://cute-smiley.com/smilies/panda89.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0" alt="http://www.cute-smiley.com" title="Cute smiley" /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>i'm<i> super</i> serious.</div><div><br /></div><div>xo</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-83832361809607851362011-01-02T12:21:00.003+07:002011-01-02T12:47:04.834+07:00let's sum it up<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-ySR4ymzXzbe2hHb3DY2No6g2x99uytDn1LktmE4Uce2zCwXt_houPAfkGoJgaNBvOj19cBxSlVV7QdM17XscgmAvHNxrvK_7KKFW-oSJaZmyl87zYiJxRTrTB-Gguw0CyXmBfLBWHug0/s1600/tumblr_lcpzs0P1Jl1qc668jo1_500_large.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-ySR4ymzXzbe2hHb3DY2No6g2x99uytDn1LktmE4Uce2zCwXt_houPAfkGoJgaNBvOj19cBxSlVV7QdM17XscgmAvHNxrvK_7KKFW-oSJaZmyl87zYiJxRTrTB-Gguw0CyXmBfLBWHug0/s400/tumblr_lcpzs0P1Jl1qc668jo1_500_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5557460896537121762" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiJoB6VMZemeE4aFd1aS7RuzQTYVibHJktpg32j_HryyyoT5pxccf8Fe1oFUMbaaEg5NKYv1vXFmLSPS97GpMEU2CRZm1T6GPDhPYIBAVaxC6CPfrQ4XrxrmbDF5En7PJZ3E3LJar2_9PE/s1600/tumblr_lcf1c37LAJ1qelhuoo1_500_large.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 388px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiJoB6VMZemeE4aFd1aS7RuzQTYVibHJktpg32j_HryyyoT5pxccf8Fe1oFUMbaaEg5NKYv1vXFmLSPS97GpMEU2CRZm1T6GPDhPYIBAVaxC6CPfrQ4XrxrmbDF5En7PJZ3E3LJar2_9PE/s400/tumblr_lcf1c37LAJ1qelhuoo1_500_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5557460890190557106" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>poodles,</div><div><br /></div><div>sorry for the delays. its been like.. a <i>month</i> (?) i caught in a<i> writer's block</i> and too <i>lazy</i> to blog about my recent activities. so yes yes,<i> darla</i>. i can<i> read</i> your mind; <i>my vacation, right?</i></div><div><br /></div><div>well the trip went<i> well</i> if i could just<i> scratch</i> the "X" factor. <i>euh!</i> dont even try to make me remember.</div><div><br /></div><div>i go<i> here</i> and<i> there</i>, around the city. visiting <i>places</i>, buying <i>stuffs</i>. yeah, i mean.. what<i> else</i>?</div><div><br /></div><div>for the pics? please excuse my old alibi: <b>laziness!!! </b>LOL at least i'd give you the link to the album (uploaded on FB, <i>yeah right</i>).</div><div><br /></div><div><blockquote>http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2100817&id=1256236094&l=a6833dbf5d</blockquote></div><div><br /></div><div>so <i>bitches,</i> browse around.</div><div><br /></div><div>err..</div><div><br /></div><div>what else?</div><div><br /></div><div>oh,<i> internship</i> (recent issue, but dayum! i really forgot what was come up after the vacation -_-).</div><div><br /></div><div>currently planning to do intern at <b>NCB Interpol Jakarta</b>, now preparing for the proposals n cv.</div><div><br /></div><div>asked a<i> friend</i> and he agreed to come with me. yay. alone is<i> devastating</i> dontcha agree?</div><div><br /></div><div>OH, what more is that the <i>recent break-ups</i>. aw! dont let me tell you more, doodles ;)</div><div><br /></div><div>and now im fancying <i>korean boybands</i>. <b>Super Junior & 2PM </b> ♥</div><div><br /></div><div>wait wait.. <b>satellite tv</b> at home!!!!!! hahahah yeah a major progress, im <i>effin</i> sick of local programs.</div><div><br /></div><div>hmm..</div><div><br /></div><div>anotherrrrr..</div><div><br /></div><div><b>I READ TAROT</b>. yeaaa for<i> real,</i> girlsss.</div><div><br /></div><div>already<i> did</i> to 5 fellas and all <i>accurate</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>you wanna? lemme know.</div><div><br /></div><div>spiritual awakening? nah, just <i>killing</i> time ;)</div><div><br /></div><div>chill n chill baybeez!</div><div><br /></div><div>xo</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-14467601896378865502010-11-19T10:27:00.004+07:002010-11-19T10:50:31.813+07:00singapore for vacation<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjh_c7TKhAPGhRvgcZSBW6XDgmwM6B69L2bI8rSe9DVzTYjTUKePeQEw2pNKYRyONEvQ-3hL-IK38ONWTA03t_OlO1hnjcZ2sg6E2BSf606ocDGOU_HHLZvBMJfH02RuDdkN5GLl66FmfmA/s1600/24334_388490342189_699587189_4486052_6227089_n_large.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjh_c7TKhAPGhRvgcZSBW6XDgmwM6B69L2bI8rSe9DVzTYjTUKePeQEw2pNKYRyONEvQ-3hL-IK38ONWTA03t_OlO1hnjcZ2sg6E2BSf606ocDGOU_HHLZvBMJfH02RuDdkN5GLl66FmfmA/s400/24334_388490342189_699587189_4486052_6227089_n_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5541098502900161474" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCri-f3EpcSYgGxGjECcG-CJS6LxAvIPCZF_8maqfP_GofOcXLUPJVyjr4llsP39DT2tOhVgkdSGRpiLMberCh9L1epadf8g43ysasfgVksitfMAdXl_RQTE5Qz4G4dWtbhKzd8WlAHuO3/s1600/tumblr_lara9jF6h41qcdx01o1_500_large.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCri-f3EpcSYgGxGjECcG-CJS6LxAvIPCZF_8maqfP_GofOcXLUPJVyjr4llsP39DT2tOhVgkdSGRpiLMberCh9L1epadf8g43ysasfgVksitfMAdXl_RQTE5Qz4G4dWtbhKzd8WlAHuO3/s400/tumblr_lara9jF6h41qcdx01o1_500_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5541098491409482978" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>hell-o! long time no see bitches.</div><div><br /></div><div>just so you know, I've got <i>problem </i>with my health again. <i>typhus</i> again. <i>anxiety</i> again. gosh, i need a<i> break</i>. i need an <b>urgent getaway </b>from all this <i>mad-shit-ness</i>, the<i> illness</i>, the <i>disturbing anxiety disorder</i>, and the<i> fucked up</i> campus live with tons of<i> ass-ingment</i>. wanderlust? <b>chronic</b>.</div><div><br /></div><div>and magically, wish granted. </div><div><br /></div><div>thanks to my dear mom and dad for their kindness:</div><div><br /></div><div><b>I'm going to singapore at 29 this mont until 2 december, YAY!</b> </div><div><br /></div><div>actually im in a backpacking mode but apparently my mom wants someone to accompany so she asked my aunt. not that i hate her. </div><div><br /></div><div>uh.. i do<i> dislike</i> her anyway.</div><div><br /></div><div>so yeah, better allocate money to buy me a <i>bloggie</i> instead.</div><div><br /></div><div>but mom's words are final. i mean she's gonna<i> fund </i>me no? than i must obey for my vacation's sake.</div><div><br /></div><div>anyway i read lotta stuff about anxiety and they suggest me to do <i>exercise</i> and <i>meditate</i>. just to keep my mind of things. I'm so into exercise but not the meditation. well, according to my friend, meditating is like<i> lowering </i>your frequency so that you could see and feel <i>"things"</i> if you know what I'm talking about! creepy for sure!</div><div><br /></div><div>oh yes, and the spirits, especially my dear elf. I don't know what should i do with him. honestly I'm scared to do the bonding ritual. so i just put him into a small box and hope he's happy for good. if not, I'm planning to find someone kindly enough and care enough to adopt him :( i like him, but if he's unhappy staying with me why I should prolong his freedom?</div><div><br /></div><div>back to the vacation.</div><div><br /></div><div>i already booked the flights, hostel, and shuttle.</div><div><br /></div><div>really wanted to visit universal studio but uh so expensive :(</div><div><br /></div><div>BTW im planning to change my cellphone. blackberry is bad for your health. high radiation could damage your brain. ew! hope someone generous enough would buy me an iphone 3gs. yeehaaa~</div><div><br /></div><div>oh yeah, i have good times with a friend now that she's already recovered. not much but i could hang around her freely like before.</div><div><br /></div><div>oh oh. imake money on fiverr :O</div><div><br /></div><div>anyway, doodles poodels, gotta fix a review. catch ya again pretty soon!</div><div><br /></div><div>xo</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-52058849761233860232010-10-08T10:40:00.005+07:002010-10-08T11:00:30.538+07:00RE-RE-RECAP!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQDBmK-5RzNBQ8S5eLl60pGq1TCsPj17WjxWb8Q18WDFFOGJSPcQDKjkHGMK1v-MWGzZoUYsCQKaTeWbUA3cW4RDw2ItI_VgpBuixAy9aPx7D27KXtQeUSYP3SibkV8uPOhyphenhyphenQ3UpsKf8ij/s1600/IMG00871-20101002-0711.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQDBmK-5RzNBQ8S5eLl60pGq1TCsPj17WjxWb8Q18WDFFOGJSPcQDKjkHGMK1v-MWGzZoUYsCQKaTeWbUA3cW4RDw2ItI_VgpBuixAy9aPx7D27KXtQeUSYP3SibkV8uPOhyphenhyphenQ3UpsKf8ij/s400/IMG00871-20101002-0711.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5525518892774519842" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiIgQtTxRSb5nLvl4OpGIqWTKtCS3xPwag8ShCyIs_a7AWq5I2m09mCGJojikxYNpjoYjgMe8T_UwOeM4OyT3U6Ds0znupRPu6MvqyK1zy9EVp3tMoxWqX_Zzja5y8cHHeKAwEPLWPL0VnI/s1600/IMG00869-20100928-2050.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiIgQtTxRSb5nLvl4OpGIqWTKtCS3xPwag8ShCyIs_a7AWq5I2m09mCGJojikxYNpjoYjgMe8T_UwOeM4OyT3U6Ds0znupRPu6MvqyK1zy9EVp3tMoxWqX_Zzja5y8cHHeKAwEPLWPL0VnI/s400/IMG00869-20100928-2050.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5525518888874127218" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><i>uh oh</i>. how you guys been? good? healthy? yay great! :)</div><div><br /></div><div>i'm not <i>really</i> in a condition you people would say<b> "good"</b>.</div><div><br /></div><div>no <i>need</i> to worry thou, i'm better than before :)</div><div><br /></div><div>so.. here are the<b> shortlist</b> of what's been going on with my <i>suckie life</i>:</div><div><br /></div><div>1. <b>tamagotchi</b>. its a v5. i'm not into v6 so yeahh...</div><div><br /></div><div>2. <b>fylgia arrived</b>. another spirit. i think im beginning to like collecting those. aw.</div><div><br /></div><div>3. <b>wasting like $85 on a supplement.</b> i know its kinda stupid. yes i do regret. but let's see in one month. if it does take effect then i'd be relieved. if not, i'd stop.</div><div><br /></div><div>4. <b>paypal limited.</b> the hell im not going to use that kinda payment again.</div><div><br /></div><div>5. <b>form a team called Cross+Soul</b>. details will be added in this blog soon ;)</div><div><br /></div><div>6. <b>have some snail mail pals.</b> but i haven't sent them the letters yet :(</div><div><br /></div><div>OKOK, please pray for our<b> C+S project!!</b></div><div><br /></div><div>xo</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-89563022871721915862010-08-31T19:15:00.004+07:002010-08-31T19:27:59.323+07:00suckie ♥<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUAkTBqdoYFbMFi094x5fs-l4D4H0oej0KjZ2gd83y_C0nbOQdmuZ23vPjvzOegGjxvpmzE1Z8DSAXkw_q72eX3G7cxsZmBXmD4zMHEka-e3wpdKsIxbAr1ZJAIZjF5D691T18IdT_C_HU/s1600/tumblr_l80e6f9I4A1qd8m7zo1_500_large.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUAkTBqdoYFbMFi094x5fs-l4D4H0oej0KjZ2gd83y_C0nbOQdmuZ23vPjvzOegGjxvpmzE1Z8DSAXkw_q72eX3G7cxsZmBXmD4zMHEka-e3wpdKsIxbAr1ZJAIZjF5D691T18IdT_C_HU/s400/tumblr_l80e6f9I4A1qd8m7zo1_500_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5511548700376968290" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>my <i>anxiety</i> isn't getting any better <i>nor </i>worse.</div><div><br /></div><div>yea, the good thing is the <i>"nor worse"</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>i just ordered a<i> new</i> <b>crystal pendant</b> btw. for anxiety. lets cross the fingers and pray the effect is going to be great. at least no more <i>fear</i> of the <i>unknown.</i></div><div><br /></div><div>my <b>gold tablet</b> crystal is working fine thou.</div><div><br /></div><div>that's why i have the courage to order another.</div><div><br /></div><div>umm.. the elf's vessel is now hung perfectly on a <i>self-made</i> <b>DIY leather bracelet</b>. hahah just a variation thou. i'm not the type to wear too much necklace LOL.</div><div><br /></div><div>what else? oh. just got my first <b>BCA FLAZZ</b> card. and my paypal will be<i> verified</i> in 2-3 working days ahead.</div><div><br /></div><div>yay. sweet.</div><div><br /></div><div>anyway, its kinda <i>sucks</i> that i think we both<i> meant</i> for each other ♥</div><div><br /></div><div>LOL gotta stop before i get even more cheesy ;)</div><div><br /></div><div>live long & prosper ladies.</div><div><br /></div><div>catch you later pretty soon.</div><div><br /></div><div>xo</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-28602871913873762342010-08-27T11:10:00.004+07:002010-08-27T11:37:18.996+07:00cheesy bits ♥<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAfhH_M1Wf_xGODi3q99nrcnH-x9Bet88WWTPbajt3V_agFojPCfbuKjXD6AK4M8YmGI3657aRcWzc0QEGvLY7dk-unl7SJHmmkdHBxVl4OKhDMjD6YcyxTHhUDzsvEhpuZUa25RNqYPIR/s1600/tumblr_l67ibva2rU1qzcjq6o1_500_large.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 298px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAfhH_M1Wf_xGODi3q99nrcnH-x9Bet88WWTPbajt3V_agFojPCfbuKjXD6AK4M8YmGI3657aRcWzc0QEGvLY7dk-unl7SJHmmkdHBxVl4OKhDMjD6YcyxTHhUDzsvEhpuZUa25RNqYPIR/s400/tumblr_l67ibva2rU1qzcjq6o1_500_large.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5509937426164667506" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><i><b>AHEM</b></i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>after 2days of <i>devastating awkwardness</i>...</div><div><br /></div><div>we finally <u>make up!</u> yay!</div><div><br /></div><div>xo</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-55144249046050996172010-08-26T12:29:00.006+07:002010-08-27T11:36:55.865+07:00fairytale {3}<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgRMoFC_Vkn_XW3KGAAQIeuSXlB7LWYFPl952kgYbtcUuStx83VwayczkWgs3NF6Uo_qqjmAk8d6WFdaeg45gC8PVW6cUVEgUzAMbGVtsBH2eonaNgQGJavuLkVKQ3IOZUvABV67MTuEL9/s1600/tumblr_kuzdilHdgp1qa1pe2o1_500_large.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 274px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgRMoFC_Vkn_XW3KGAAQIeuSXlB7LWYFPl952kgYbtcUuStx83VwayczkWgs3NF6Uo_qqjmAk8d6WFdaeg45gC8PVW6cUVEgUzAMbGVtsBH2eonaNgQGJavuLkVKQ3IOZUvABV67MTuEL9/s400/tumblr_kuzdilHdgp1qa1pe2o1_500_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5509598997907251122" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhoBYvhOFr9P9itQZndi6XwIk6ZTylCmRBEJzofrW8W32oF2Ot9XUu8OhM7Np8umrdMZG1JQ9dRkn793O8VZnIqFXa3E4Au8VVL_sGv1jcmy2TkkILuZ99y632_HXoSYFkwhqIGiJuWhyi7/s1600/tumblr_l3wttgH5rW1qa4qypo1_400_large.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 332px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhoBYvhOFr9P9itQZndi6XwIk6ZTylCmRBEJzofrW8W32oF2Ot9XUu8OhM7Np8umrdMZG1JQ9dRkn793O8VZnIqFXa3E4Au8VVL_sGv1jcmy2TkkILuZ99y632_HXoSYFkwhqIGiJuWhyi7/s400/tumblr_l3wttgH5rW1qa4qypo1_400_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5509598992765066562" /></a><br /><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>umm.. where to start?</div><div><br /></div><div>ok, so i'm <i>officially</i> a spirit keeper :D</div><div><br /></div><div>mine is <b>high elf (male)</b> and looks pretty much like legolas from LOTR but much more <i>cuter</i> ♥</div><div><br /></div><div>nonono.. i haven't<i> seen </i>him yet but my friends who can see <i>"things"</i> told me that :D</div><div><br /></div><div>the vessel is a green (gemstone) heart-shaped pendant.</div><div><br /></div><div>couldn't say much but i'll update soon!</div><div><br /></div><div>xo</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-4590937751446698112010-08-26T12:18:00.005+07:002010-08-27T11:36:24.558+07:00fatigue {2}<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgzrZK4nc60hyphenhyphenfhzw5MtvJkQ_AkdXG8evI3WhqW1Dik-IBzohLRY1KUp4PBsmSJKo6qzmfeSM0VxI3rxLLl7gi-xCbkk_NtPlRueMMD-Cp2VtLIeif7BjYydleLmbfmMURbi_fco6YzabnL/s1600/tumblr_l7ejv6Vdsi1qcbx4yo1_500_large.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgzrZK4nc60hyphenhyphenfhzw5MtvJkQ_AkdXG8evI3WhqW1Dik-IBzohLRY1KUp4PBsmSJKo6qzmfeSM0VxI3rxLLl7gi-xCbkk_NtPlRueMMD-Cp2VtLIeif7BjYydleLmbfmMURbi_fco6YzabnL/s400/tumblr_l7ejv6Vdsi1qcbx4yo1_500_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5509584387916613218" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>sorry for the late updates!!</div><div><br /></div><div>been <i>busy</i> with my<b> school </b>and <b>health</b> and some other <i>things</i> ;)</div><div><br /></div><div>you know what? now<b> im living with my aunt</b> so the distance to school is <i>nearer</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>already <i>did </i>a <b>general check up</b> last month. resulting that i'm <i>perfectly healthy</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>typhoid? blah, it was just<i> over fatigued</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>scary eh? i swallowed <i>too much</i> antibiotics and it was <i>just</i> an over fatigue thingy.</div><div><br /></div><div>sooooooo.... yeah, im living in my aunt's in order to maintain my health.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><b>BTW</b> the doc said i should <i>raise up</i> my weight about <b>10kg</b>. ZOMG.</div><div><br /></div><div>xo</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-8320124412924333472010-08-26T12:09:00.004+07:002010-08-27T11:36:08.864+07:00remembral {1}<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsz04bAp54Ph2_0vN5fKAhSHEwlXvRjF2kfb_igwfvtL_vRcD-J05NIY2c0IQHQAzXt8Pbw9WCTxQYGE4fNDabhed2HguLZA82SgM4R0IvEEaJsUDo_IBckKjcNkHmhfNJsIYRJ2nVJEgl/s1600/tumblr_l7gga28RUF1qaobbko1_500_large.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 256px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsz04bAp54Ph2_0vN5fKAhSHEwlXvRjF2kfb_igwfvtL_vRcD-J05NIY2c0IQHQAzXt8Pbw9WCTxQYGE4fNDabhed2HguLZA82SgM4R0IvEEaJsUDo_IBckKjcNkHmhfNJsIYRJ2nVJEgl/s400/tumblr_l7gga28RUF1qaobbko1_500_large.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5509581929171635842" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiaGATMzqwrM8x-RPkuIO-PntyQrXM1Au_5Wk3jD1GLH-ryXaJij6b_b8z90ACNDbHb6Ei2okIJeag6LXnuUlDeZwTfPAZfBPi6aT7LJciE8Y3PvbLOxRfiCRU-3sBIBBdAWs09XC_iqkBh/s1600/tumblr_l7ji52ALYz1qdo62to1_400_large.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiaGATMzqwrM8x-RPkuIO-PntyQrXM1Au_5Wk3jD1GLH-ryXaJij6b_b8z90ACNDbHb6Ei2okIJeag6LXnuUlDeZwTfPAZfBPi6aT7LJciE8Y3PvbLOxRfiCRU-3sBIBBdAWs09XC_iqkBh/s400/tumblr_l7ji52ALYz1qdo62to1_400_large.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5509581914277226290" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>well.. couldn't<i> really</i> put up much words.</div><div><br /></div><div><b>heart-breaking</b>, it <i>feels</i> like what it sounds.</div><div><br /></div><div>you know, when you <i>love</i> someone <b>so much</b> no matter how they might have <i>crushed</i> your heart into pieces..</div><div><br /></div><div>aw, <i>crap</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>move on to next entry will ya?</div><div><br /></div><div>dont wanna mix this up with another news.</div><div><br /></div><div>xo ♥</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-60982070999687902352010-06-21T07:24:00.007+07:002010-06-21T08:30:31.045+07:00world cup & fever<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiz2-nUOzSnkt5MITgbssciHg_UC4Y578QylpchY56kRYXiqcMTqrjKhHCWY89wfYRg0h-y5pWcMHVaxPvhUwcNRJaJyeSGHibVpoiHYCbYxZN8GRA9EQcmiWnEqWu3UvGnE3zn4SPtX1fb/s1600/tumblr_l3rtq0xCSj1qb6t6wo1_500_large_large.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 287px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiz2-nUOzSnkt5MITgbssciHg_UC4Y578QylpchY56kRYXiqcMTqrjKhHCWY89wfYRg0h-y5pWcMHVaxPvhUwcNRJaJyeSGHibVpoiHYCbYxZN8GRA9EQcmiWnEqWu3UvGnE3zn4SPtX1fb/s400/tumblr_l3rtq0xCSj1qb6t6wo1_500_large_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5485016583442864130" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEghndGXhtYslEd6d4GB1LYwmcjewdlN6JgaJfBjPkvliyzM7_j6lsp9eTMpArv9KBooyoUfBBIMILNVluiWIz4Vpjk3TnuiAnz2jK1-hzR7AEn5UJvfN6AmkukdTbk34Nci5AKfDuRvMyem/s1600/tumblr_l4boboUXEf1qcu1uko1_500_large.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 274px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEghndGXhtYslEd6d4GB1LYwmcjewdlN6JgaJfBjPkvliyzM7_j6lsp9eTMpArv9KBooyoUfBBIMILNVluiWIz4Vpjk3TnuiAnz2jK1-hzR7AEn5UJvfN6AmkukdTbk34Nci5AKfDuRvMyem/s400/tumblr_l4boboUXEf1qcu1uko1_500_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5485016450691570322" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>world cup<i> and</i> fever, not world cup fever.</div><div><br /></div><div>cuz my <b>typhoid fever</b> been up again <i>(based on the lab's result)</i> since 2 days ago. sucks.</div><div><br /></div><div>well i think i've already stated in my previous post <i>(dunno which one, though. go browse, cuz i forgot)</i> that i won't post anything <u>mellow love-related thingy</u> since i'm free now.</div><div><br /></div><div>promise is a <i>promise</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>not much happens to my love life recently anyway.</div><div><br /></div><div>so, lets begin with the<b> world cup</b>.</div><div><br /></div><div>i'm a <b>HUGE</b> fan of<b> GERMANY</b> since.. er.. lets see.. korea-japan world cup, i think. actually, i <i>was </i>supporting brazil before then, but <u>switched</u>. maybe <b>Michael Ballack</b> was the <i>major influence</i> on my transforming at that time. so, bye bye brazil, way to go for the champion <b>GERMANY</b>!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>too bad Ballack couldn't play because of the injury, but that's OK. the current squad formation is not bad. they did pretty good at the first match with australia. 4-0!! but unfortunately in their 2nd match they lose against serbia. daaamn! </div><div><br /></div><div>i <i>still</i> have faith in <b>GERMANY </b>though. i can smell their victory. really.</div><div><br /></div><div>now lets rendezvous a bit about my social life;</div><div><br /></div><div>i love to<i> support</i> my besties. i love giving <i>advice</i> to them. well.. to let me <i>involve</i> in their problems somehow makes me<i> happy</i>. at least i know that i am <i>needed</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>so.. one of my best buddy <i>does </i>have a problem recently. and i think it sucks up his life to the point that he actually finds it hard to move on.</div><div><br /></div><div>well, buddy, if you happen to read this post, i'm telling you this:</div><div><br /></div><div></div><blockquote><div>being <b>you</b>, the<b> gifted blessed you</b>, means not too worry much about such problem. you got <b>everything</b> other people might dream of; you got <b>looks</b>, you got<b> brain</b>, your social life <b>rocks</b>, and not to mention your<b> popularity</b>.</div><div><br /></div><div>so why are you still sulking?</div><div><br /></div><div>i just finished reading your newer blog post and i think what you did is right;<b> look at the mirror, see the reflection of yours</b>. even if there's a flaw, its soooo unrecognizable people won't even notice.</div><div><br /></div><div>see? you are <b>supposed </b>to move on <b>faster</b> than any other people.</div><div><br /></div><div>so, buddy, what are you waiting for?<b> live your life to the fullest!</b> :)</div></blockquote><div></div><div><br /></div><div>that's that. a bit advice for my buddy.</div><div><br /></div><div>now with the annoying problem of mine.</div><div><br /></div><div><u>TYPHOID FEVER</u>. again.</div><div><br /></div><div>well, i've been feeling weird since 5 days ago maybe. sudden freezing feeling at night, hurting a bit in several body parts. but <i>no</i> fatigue, <i>no</i> actual fever.</div><div><br /></div><div>well, in day three, i <i>decided </i>to take a blood test, resulting this boredom fact that i gotta stay home,<i> bedresting</i> for several days till i got better.</div><div><br /></div><div>it <i>scares </i>me you know, that somehow <b>once every month</b> the typhoid fever raise and attack.</div><div><br /></div><div>the idea that i <i>(maybe, but hopefully not)</i> gonna die someday because of this, successfully<b> eat my guts.</b></div><div><br /></div><div>oh, and my hair<i> keeps</i> falling for unknown reason.</div><div><br /></div><div>BTW daddy brought back a new mouse yesterday. its <b>HP.</b> hahah branded stuff is more trustable, no?</div><div><br /></div><div>uh oh, the happy recaps!</div><div><br /></div><div><ol><li><b>good time with besties!</b> no need to tell you the details; we had fun and stuffs.</li><li><b>new backpack! <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">its converse. </span></b>black.</li><li><b>new mouse!</b> LOL not really the thing that made my day but at least its better than the previous one.</li></ol><div><br /></div><div>the bad one?? err... typhoid fever thing, i lost my glasses <i>(damn, if my dad found out i'd be doomed for sure)</i>, unable to attend classes<i> (well, duh, its because im still sick)</i>, and what else? more to add soon probably LOL.</div><div><br /></div><div>alright guys, that's it for now. see you guys again. stay healthy!</div></div><div><br /></div><div>xo</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-86217454499083686672010-06-10T21:00:00.003+07:002010-06-10T21:49:10.467+07:00hellyeah ♥<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-Hgs8Pv6F9fz2NmVWaPcY-D7gykcIsoO_8iZKHM6wohSq8UP8r37kqO2uVg1kHyMKIRtVcLa9m1hFmehD5P0REXHoVmTBPgWDn6jZ31bCHfG3WEC9sykP9rlRRhyphenhyphenke1HDfaqza9bLFiWN/s1600/tumblr_l3ogatb8wY1qbwe0oo1_400_large.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 274px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-Hgs8Pv6F9fz2NmVWaPcY-D7gykcIsoO_8iZKHM6wohSq8UP8r37kqO2uVg1kHyMKIRtVcLa9m1hFmehD5P0REXHoVmTBPgWDn6jZ31bCHfG3WEC9sykP9rlRRhyphenhyphenke1HDfaqza9bLFiWN/s400/tumblr_l3ogatb8wY1qbwe0oo1_400_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481145973609994610" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>mood goes up, mood goes down.</div><div><br /></div><div>my mood swing is hell to control, even prediction won't be as easy as it sounds.</div><div><br /></div><div>some up and down events happened recently did affect my mood.</div><div><br /></div><div>need a recap?</div><div><br /></div><div><b>UPS:</b></div><div><br /></div><div><ol><li><b>my GPA increased</b>! YAY SWEEEEEEET!</li><li><b>new jeans</b>. still hung <i>awkwardly</i> though, gonna find another one i think. but so far i can tolerate this one.</li><li><b>my weight increased</b>! from 26kg to 28kg! <u>HUUUGEEEEE!!</u> XD keep going please! i <i>need</i> to reach 51 by <u>august</u>!</li><li><b>done with the order payment</b>, now waiting for the books to be shipped!</li><li><b>sweet moment with a friend</b> :)</li></ol></div><div><br /></div><div><b>DOWNS:</b></div><div><br /></div><div><ol><li><b>PMS</b>. you know what this means; <u>MOOD PROBS!</u> <i>constant stomach ache</i>, ETC.</li><li><b>my fave backpack's zipper is perforated</b>. DUHHHHH gotta find another replacement; <i>a cool, adaptive backpack</i> which would <i>match </i>with every clothes i wear.</li><li><b>uncomfy shoes alert</b>. BRRRINGGGGG!!!! all my rubber shoes are <i>out of date, smelly, and bleached</i>!! must find at least <u>a pair of funky rubber shoes</u>. you know, canvas is a <i>no-no</i> for rainy season.</li><li><b>social statistic summer class</b>; <u>I HATEEE IT CUZ I'M ALONEEE</u> ;( well the <i>last encounter</i> was not that bad, i <i>teamed </i>with cool dudettes.</li><li><b>no vacation plan</b>! <u>TERRIBLE</u>!! i think this one is the most<i> downee </i>part X(</li></ol></div><div><br /></div><div>but for now, i'm happy to say that the <b>UPS</b> <u>defeated</u> the <b>DOWNS</b>, creating a <i>rather</i> happy atmosphere, although sometimes sparkles of angst are still sparkling.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>xo</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-52054938751300173002010-06-09T20:55:00.006+07:002010-06-21T08:52:10.290+07:00n/a (?)<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgz1kOyL5UXyQI7D45l3TX1CtdttsugQMTilS9YerZpmwPg82AIt0Wh5Hxwp_zS0K6hj_Gm4SFsCqV3hcJOsbh5odqLBVt_vyUnNiR96r0vns5aPQrhM-YjM7XLHba3RmhnCtBPhC8EkZ61/s1600/tumblr_l3qvne2eIY1qbvh44o1_500_large.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 314px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgz1kOyL5UXyQI7D45l3TX1CtdttsugQMTilS9YerZpmwPg82AIt0Wh5Hxwp_zS0K6hj_Gm4SFsCqV3hcJOsbh5odqLBVt_vyUnNiR96r0vns5aPQrhM-YjM7XLHba3RmhnCtBPhC8EkZ61/s400/tumblr_l3qvne2eIY1qbvh44o1_500_large.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5480772526728980930" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>that wasn't even a good title for any <u>sane</u> blogger.</div><div><br /></div><div>well, i've encountered<i> lots</i> of <u>not avaiables</u>.</div><div><br /></div><div>some of them:</div><div><br /></div><div><ol><li><b>boyfie</b> (err.. i dont need one at this moment anyway -_-")</li><li><b>crush</b> (no boyfie is OK, but no crush? geeez)</li><li><b>holiday plan for august</b> (pretty sucks, cuz <i>no one</i>, i repeat;<b> NO ONE</b> willing to accompany me for a vacation)</li></ol></div><div><br /></div><div>pretty random? maybe. </div><div><br /></div><div>BTW just heard a <i>rather</i> shocking news. im trying my best to believe it till now.</div><div><br /></div><div>OHHHHHHH for the sake of the <b>HITS</b>, im gonna post these stuffs beloooow, hope you dont mind:</div><div><br /></div><div>so the story began with a <i>leaked</i> sex tape, starring <b>ariel 'perterpan' </b>and <b>luna maya</b>. then soon after that another shocking video circulated: <b>ariel </b>(<i>again</i>) vs <b>cut tari</b>. <b>luna maya</b> and <b>cut tari</b> are<i> famous</i> tv presenters, while <b>ariel </b>is the lead and vocalist of a band called<b> peterpan</b> (now already changed its name into something still unpublished).</div><div><br /></div><div>tell you what, the leaked sex tapes are found everywhere, do a google search if you are really curious since <b>ariel peterporn </b>been on <b>#1</b> <b>trending topic</b> since yesterday.</div><div><br /></div><div>no no no... i <i>won't</i> share you any links, don't wanna break any laws :p<b> im a play save-er :p</b></div><div><br /></div><div>well, enough randomness. catch ya later!</div><div><br /></div><div>xo</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5999348473104028665.post-45520272044046043162010-06-07T20:13:00.006+07:002010-06-07T21:05:18.276+07:00it sparks and sparkles ♥<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjv4AAriR-ugJLhsZ4DapyBuueGtJwGYYl6_gX_smqZ9MT6rbYiQf5B_jXl-wN5H2VoPgwQg3nI-uUZ610HFyXTlWO8rni414dFg_nu3CZriG3LR29874rSiwW1FrH4MgJFLrC2bFAe5g7U/s1600/tumblr_l3n1pyPiCW1qbwe0oo1_500_large.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjv4AAriR-ugJLhsZ4DapyBuueGtJwGYYl6_gX_smqZ9MT6rbYiQf5B_jXl-wN5H2VoPgwQg3nI-uUZ610HFyXTlWO8rni414dFg_nu3CZriG3LR29874rSiwW1FrH4MgJFLrC2bFAe5g7U/s400/tumblr_l3n1pyPiCW1qbwe0oo1_500_large.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5480020350924458402" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>maybe may was a<i> may-day</i> to me. a lot of <i>unfortunate</i> events happened.</div><div><br /></div><div>but i've made it<i> all </i>through, safe and sound! :D</div><div><br /></div><div><u>promise</u>, you won't see me posting<i> cheesy</i> love stories and personal <i>mellow</i> rants anymore! are you happy? well, you have to! :D</div><div><br /></div><div><i>why</i> oh <i>why</i>, you asked.</div><div><br /></div><div>well, its because i <i>finally</i>:</div><div><br /></div><div><ol><li><b>neutralized</b> my feelings towards the certain guy (whom i've posted so many times, read my older entries duh).</li><li><b>found</b> a perfect multivitamin in capsules which actually <i>working</i> (called <b>Royal Ginseng Plus+</b>) but the bottle is<i> weirdly </i>resembles a <u>man-only-supplement</u> kinda stuff -_-"" so for the sake of every mankind, i'd prefer to keep it safe at home, wouldn't let anyone catch a glance at it. but im telling you <u>no joke</u>; it's <b>SERIOUSLY</b> working, dude. you'll feel healthier, fresher, stronger, everyday!</li><li><b>said</b><i> "the"</i> words to him, without <i>breaking</i> my heart :D</li></ol><br /></div><div>yup yup, pretty simple for you perhaps :D</div><div><br /></div><div>oh oh, anyway, i <i>recently</i> spend my days (besides attending summer class) playing<b> NDS</b> :D its fun! downloaded <i>tons</i> off good fun addictive games to keep me <i>distracted </i>from the boring class.</div><div><br /></div><div><b>and another good news:</b> i just got the order sheet from<a href="http://inibuku.com/"> inibuku.com</a>, an online bookstore. said that i gotta transfer the cash then the items will be shipped afterwards :) ohh cant wait to read 'em all!</div><div><br /></div><div>BTW, since im <i>not</i> hitting on that guy anymore, im gonna support him as a <i>best friend</i>, through <i>thick</i> and <i>thin</i> :D no more <i>"forbidden"</i> feelings! <b>LOL</b></div><div><br /></div><div>okaaaaaaayyyyyy... i think that's enough for now, sprinkle ya later!! ♥</div><div><br /></div><div>xo</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/117/e04ed3f5ada6a69d7133031.png" position="right" />Synthetic Womanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00284967902999340604noreply@blogger.com0